Achilles
bulletbvll.bsky.social
Achilles
@bulletbvll.bsky.social
27 | he/him | autistic artist | doing social media as a job, doing silly little creative things in my own time
i love being sad and depressed and ill and cold and hot and tired and aching and empty
February 19, 2025 at 10:43 AM
Sorry sometimes I just gotta yell into the void about it bc what the fuckkkk

Like.. there is a stark difference between ‘a bit weird/cringey’ and ‘devil secrifice/incredibly disturbing’ and I am BEGGING people to learn this. Words mean things!!
January 27, 2025 at 4:00 PM
No, the children’s entertainer on TV isn’t ’disturbing & wrong’, he’s just dancing and talking in a silly voice. And no, I’m not ‘sooo judgemental’ for looking disgusted when you make jokes about your black-haired dog being Black. I feel like I’m in backwards land.
January 27, 2025 at 4:00 PM
I just hope moving out works out so I never have to place a damn drink or food in front of a useless man ever again, or do his laundry or clean up after him or do his fucking dishes. I cannot WAIT to never have to wait on someone who thinks it’s fun & quirky that he only does dishes once a year.
January 3, 2025 at 1:56 PM
Only thing I would actually properly miss is my mum ;; I genuinely like living with her, it’s nice! We do our own thing or we’ll watch a movie together or she’ll put on music while we chill and it’s nice. We both sort of understand each other and it’s just pleasant tbh.
January 3, 2025 at 1:56 PM
wouldn’t matter if other people thought it was weird bc it would be mine 🥹

It would just be so freeing to be able to live without worrying about being too loud, or people commenting on my choices of decor/food/music/tv/everything else
January 3, 2025 at 1:56 PM
But a teeny tiny micro studio apartment w a garden?? Sure I’m a little worried abt size & storage but….. it would be MY space, I could put what I wanted on the fridge, I could have rainbows & lights & I could hang curtains & decorations & it-
January 3, 2025 at 1:56 PM
Like I think a couple of years ago I wouldn’t have wanted to live anywhere but a house with a little garden. But I also,… do NOT want roommates, I want my own space dammit otherwise there’s no point I’m too autistic to live with strangers.
January 3, 2025 at 1:56 PM
like yes yes yellow cars are always so ugly ha ha who would ever want a yellow car, only then one of them looks at me and goes “but you’d probably like it if it’s yellow” and I have to laugh and go “yeah probably!” and then listen to them talking about how ugly it is again
December 31, 2024 at 8:03 PM