I looove him he's too pretty *hits him with my greataxe*

I want to love my life again. I wanna be able to create from that again.

It's about to be Halloween it's about to be my birthday.... It'll be okay. If anyone does feel like chucking like $5 my way for coffee while I put my life back together that would be an excellent birthday gift

needless to say, thankfully, i lived. But I am now moving into a hopefully more stable living situation and am going to have to learn how to be single, which is something I've never done in my entire adult life. I'm hurting and I'm scared and I feel regret but I'm also so excited in a way

(tw for sui attempt)

So.... Last Monday I decided I would rather take my own life then feel the way I felt in my relationship, in my living situation.... It's a long story and I made many mistakes. But I was hurting and feeling unheard and scared and I decided to try and take the easy way out....

another WIP. Oops all orcs

Elric is definitely a big visual inspiration for the MC! He's not albino like Elric, but hes got that gorgeous white hair going on hehe