i hate being like this. i want to live like a normal person, someone who doesn't deal with a bunch of disorders on daily basis

as oomfs but they wanted to get closer i guess and my expressive nature betrayed me and made them think that im as close to them as they think and when they found out i don't like them that much they ganged up against me. yeah i hate myself for that

im ok with ppl leaving the app and parting ways and all, none of my business really, but some of these ppl treated me nastily and the wound is still wide open, i regret opening up to this ppl, getting close w them, even tho i had told my friends before that they're only oomfs to me, i wanted them +

there are ppl i wish i hadn't met and there are things i wish i hadn't done but what's happened it's happened and u really can't do anything about them, nothing but learn from them

i miss the old times