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Senil 🍹
@bsky.senil.me
I'm here, I'm queer, and I'm not backing down 💚 27. In a better known part of the PNW. Controls engineer & streamer.

PFP: @owliethe.bsky.social
Banner: @bigcatattackk.bsky.social

website: https://senil.me
blog: https://blog.senil.me

#FurryArt
blegh. drained and tired and exhausted, 2am but im not tired enough to sleep.

body aches, brain aches, emotions ache... everything aches right now.
November 11, 2025 at 10:27 AM
blegh. i just. really want to curl up and cry in someone's arms right now. this is all too much. i know that things will eventually hopefully be okay but it's so hard to believe that right now.

like. how could i? with everything fucking going on with me and the systems immediately around me.

ugh.
November 5, 2025 at 8:14 AM
brain is running at a mile a minute right now and I can't slow it down :(

weh
November 2, 2025 at 9:45 AM
CW: mental health (neutral but still bad i guess)

:senil_sad:
October 20, 2025 at 10:52 AM
like it is eating up every single thing it has available to it.
October 12, 2025 at 9:26 PM
May I offer a delicious Mai Tai in these trying times, or perhaps the Space Needle cocktail?

Or any other drink of your choice~
October 11, 2025 at 10:35 PM
smh can't believe you don't have cunty regirock.
September 27, 2025 at 11:10 PM
August 27, 2025 at 8:57 AM
pretty much.
August 25, 2025 at 9:41 PM
no context, just. weh.
August 10, 2025 at 9:11 AM
🥺👉👈
July 28, 2025 at 3:17 AM
CW: (probably) sexual assault, associated trauma.

blegh. it's at least not keeping me up (restless legs have that covered) but it's still unpleasant.
July 19, 2025 at 9:20 AM
Not quite before the 20th century but I'd say whoever wrote this is close enough and is also exactly what I need to see.
July 12, 2025 at 5:08 AM
My old feet finally decided to break, and my usual mechanic who acts as my doctor only had these on hand while they fix my original set up. I didn't know they'd change my body and blueprint, too! Not like I'm complaining too much~

(thanks @lancederg.bsky.social!)

#FurryArt #SynthSpecies
July 10, 2025 at 6:09 AM
More than enough for you, I hope.
June 22, 2025 at 1:49 AM
My fiance and I don't have pets of our own (yet) but my parents have two wire fox terriers, and the younger one (Sully) apparently likes sprinklers a little bit.
June 14, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Hey you. Yeah, you. Go commission this guy, he does great muscle art and I've loved every piece I've gotten from him.

Valiance wasn't always this massive, you know. @draknoirdark.bsky.social is the one who did this and made me go "Valiance is officially this scale now."

Go. Commission.

#FurryArt
June 2, 2025 at 2:13 AM
A teaser line from my upcoming blog post re: cons getting too big for their britches and me rambling way too long about something that really only takes three paragraphs:
May 19, 2025 at 6:28 AM
May 14, 2025 at 5:05 AM
Well now you've done it... Not like I'm complaining~ >///<
April 17, 2025 at 6:11 PM
*bwomph* Now that's what I like to see~
April 17, 2025 at 5:48 PM
finally got to see the African Painted Dogs at my local zoo 💚 they are such guys. 100% "yeah that's a dog but also not really."

anyways i think I'm gonna have a third fursona now xD a painted dog who'll represent the musician parts of my life.
April 7, 2025 at 8:19 AM
"Alright, who hooked me up to a transmission line? Well... it's not like I'm complaining, I have a great view from here! Keep me hooked up!"

Thanks to @logicalguardian.bsky.social for this lovely YCH! I don't fuck with macro Sen much but I do love when I do.
March 27, 2025 at 5:01 AM
if you don't know muffy sis the carbs, well you do now:
February 26, 2025 at 7:22 PM
@bexy1.bsky.social do you still judge me heavily for this to this day.
February 24, 2025 at 12:09 AM