really struggling. been trying to sleep as much as possible and distract. nothing seems to fill the void, or at least only do for very brief. I can't force people to interact with me at all times, and that only helps some. just an endless loop of pain, tired, and when I'm lucky, numbness.

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I have tried VR for the first time, and I see it. I see why people become addicted lol.

man, I hate living though history. my shit is hard enough, I don't need the world to be shit too.

still alive for now

fuck

shit be happening on +18 public webfishing servers

man, furries really don't know what a tomboy is. and there is like ONE artist I know that does butch furry stuff :T SO many thing I look for art of in the community just is so rare. I gotta de rust myself so I can do the art I want.

Wishing my brain was normal so I could find someone I can love and have love me back D;

I feel like I don't wanna post my depressing ass thoughts over here like the old place, but I know I will anyways lol. WILL SEE WHEN I FEEL LIKE POSTING

aaaaa I am posting, I probably will make this a kinda journal now. I don't wanna see garbage from the other site so much, but will still watch it burn.

Maybe I should post here also.