would be very funny if he just kept moving and didn't stop

autistic boy who wakes and bakes with eyes glued shut with eyeboogers blindly reaches around bedside table

goodnight. i pray I don't wake up tomorrow and whatever comes next does. thanks.

I didn't expect to live this long and it's not a good thing. its cowardice. failed attempts shouldn't have been failed attempts. I should have gone through with it.

no one will see this anyway, this is just me externalizing my feelings. who wants to be friends with someone who wants to kill themselves.

go on antidepressants and it will all be perfect and you'll never feel bad again! everything will be fine. nevermind your inability to exist in this world.

would syd say six seven

this is siiiiiick

have fun!

this is something I learnt on my path to becoming a surgeon

people are way too comfortable saying some inside thoughts honestly

it always bewildered me when people say things like "wish I was there stroking inside you til your cunt was abused" and not seeing how horribly violent that is to say to a stranger, even if they're a sex worker

ive actually seen that combo of words together