Life is so fucking short. Even when someone lives almost 100 years, they just leave so much quicker than you expect. I’m so sorry, grandma, for not coming to see you sooner. I hope god gave you the biggest hug when you came to him.

I feel like dog poop today bleh

I have just accepted I will never be happy. I will always feel guilty or miserable or worthless or whatever. But never happy. Never content.

My favorite thing is sleeping in because I feel so awful and then I wake up 40 minutes before work vomiting and peeing out my butt. Awesome!!!

I just want a place to ramble about stupid stuff and most my stupid face