It wasn't even hate sex either. Just pure curiosity from lack of experience. Best saved for the morning. They then fall asleep in the same bed despite the feud between them.

Despite struggling, it does eventually culminate into sex where the both of them become more and more desperate throughout. Lots of groping throughout from touch starvation.

After finishing, they're just left to wonder what now? There's no going back when you've fucked the guy who betrayed you.

which escalates to a full blown handjob on the concrete floor of the operation room. After the deed, there is slight embarrassment between them. Do they continue this or just forget about it?

With slight hesitation, they head to the bedroom to keep exploring each other's bodies.

For once, neither of them feel their usual grudge. It's almost peaceful. A spark that once existed begins to flicker once more. Banter fills the air.

Then curiousity takes hold as N30 makes a quick innuendo. With a silent agreement, N0l1e brings a hand towards the other's crotch

The both of them have a troubled relationship from them both backstabbing each other in the past yet still having a need for each other. C0rt3x in particular will let N Tw1ne tend to him when he is wounded if she's closeby.

During one session, there is an awkward air between them.

I want nothing to do with online age regress communities because they all let fucking a//ge/players in and the term has lost all meaning. I can’t discuss my fucking trauma responses without being labeled as one of them despite me regressing specifically to elementary school age.

I can say all these things, but if I even discuss what my mind does when it becomes too stressed from irl, I am seen as the same as the fuckers who get off to 1nc3st like a certain Tumblr user. Because fuckers stole the term age regress. I fucking hate everyone.

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I want nothing to do with the gross ass diaper shit or binkies because that is NOT what it is. When I regress, I just get brought back to the moment where I’m crying for a mama that doesn’t exist to save me, when the only mom I have hurts me where I just hide in my room.

I hate when it happens because I look so fucking dumb and get dehumanized even more. It seems to come from PTSD going off what my therapist says.

But if I even try to talk about it, people think I mean daddy kinks because of certain people using it as a shield for their misconduct.

When I involuntary age regress, what happens is my mind goes blank, my voice becomes high pitched, tears are more likely to come out, I want to be comforted, and I dissociate. I know for a fact it’s not DID. This is still me only now detached from my surroundings.