yeah i think that's valid. no doubt we feel the same on that

the thing is tho is i disagree with this. vast majority of the community were lovely! it's just a few stinkers with sway that ruined it for me. and a few others. and eventually more.

also it's just rough getting repeated evidence that a good amount of people just didn't like me and had no respect for me. i was only trying my best man. i didn't deserve to hear about some of the shit people would say about me or have it spoken to begin with.

the worst part of all this to me atm is feeling both like my efforts amounted to nothing and also knowing that people were still disappointed when i stopped. this shit fucking sucks yo i let myself down and let a ton of people down at the same time. fuck.

so anyways good morning i miss when I could take breaks from work alas when management is falling apart and you're the only employee that does anything time off becomes a myth.

idk who here follows me or will see this from the gbvs community, but please continue to support your events. i would appreciate if people disregarded anything i've done for the past few years and focus on current talent. thanks.

starfall is another addition to the long list of things i wanted to do this year that fell through of no fault of my own. and to be honest, it's left me feeling like i achieved nothing this year. going to awt was a mistake and maybe i should be thankful it shook me up so much.

nearly everything i wanted to do for that event fell through. be anonymous? ruined immediately. learn graphic design? i suck. run a good event in a time where y'all never seem to get serious online events? how you gonna do that without a place to be, fucko.

here's a starter.

These things happen, and I think the game's in the right hands if you're delaying this close to launch to ensure the finished game is free from big issues. A month is unfortunate, but your reasoning definitely makes sense. Looking forward to sinking into the game when it's ready!