Yesterday was one of the hardest days of my life. My poor girl, I've had almost 15 years, was ready to sleep one last time. We battled kidney failure and got almost 4 extra months. But she was losing her spark, just a shadow of herself. #petloss #shibainu #goodestgirl

Finally starting to feel like myself again, after months of therapy, and starting medication. Recognizing how profoundly depressed I was, how much anxiety and stress I have. I stopped living. Im still in a tumultuous marriage, still have a special needs lod who is violent. But I'm trying. #mh

Self care is when they unfriend you after 9 years of being there for them, and you just don't care. And you sweep them out of your life the rest of the way. Unfriended, unfollowed, unbothered. Silent, because i have nothing more to say. #bye

It's been a hard few months. Youngest in and out of mental health facilities. Friends evaporating and disappearing.
Im not doing ok. I haven't been for a while. But I haven't given up yet.

Yes Jasmine! 👏

Tiktok is gone now. It hurts losing my friends, connections and memories along the way...

She's untitled but she's mine. Started a swarm of purchases at my local craft shop because I happened to be one of the first in the area to find them. She's gonna have all the costumes. #porchgoose

Last night my goodest boy tried to colic. Thankfully I was there and saw him go down. He's never laid down for me. Not in 3.5 years. Thankfully he's fine now, galloping again. Few more days to my birthday, on the shift side to 40 now.

Took the kids riding yesterday. Need to address the pad and saddle slipping back, but my goodest boy went from skinny to a bit chunky, and is evening out. To be expected, I suppose. Kids did great.

And I did the farmer's market yesterday where they had registers outside bc it was so busy????

#libraries

All I want is a cottage in the Scottish Highlands, a raging snowstorm, and Agatha Christie novel, a crackling fire, a kettle on the stove, and a basket of emotional support pastries.

Hey all, BrackenFen here. It's time to move to a new platform.