alex
@bothbeansplease.bsky.social
video games, anime, and kpop
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IM 31
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IM 31
Really forgot how much my feelings hurt now that I’m sober, especially at night. I wanna cry but my body won’t let me.
July 14, 2025 at 3:37 AM
Really forgot how much my feelings hurt now that I’m sober, especially at night. I wanna cry but my body won’t let me.
If he’s in my dreams tonight I hope we share the same dream
July 13, 2025 at 7:32 AM
If he’s in my dreams tonight I hope we share the same dream
need to get through this week
July 9, 2025 at 5:02 AM
need to get through this week
everytime I open tinder I just swipe 20 people left and close it
July 7, 2025 at 4:16 AM
everytime I open tinder I just swipe 20 people left and close it
I wonder why I can’t keep friendships and then I am insecure and act stupidly towards people that care about me. I’m so tired of being me
July 6, 2025 at 9:44 AM
I wonder why I can’t keep friendships and then I am insecure and act stupidly towards people that care about me. I’m so tired of being me
On my 10th day without marijuana. While the ability to feel more present is nice, it’s also not nice. I am starting to realize why I didn’t want to feel present. Why I didn’t want to feel anything. I’m so tired but so awake and when I fall asleep my dreams are just going to terrorize me. Goodnight.
July 3, 2025 at 4:57 AM
On my 10th day without marijuana. While the ability to feel more present is nice, it’s also not nice. I am starting to realize why I didn’t want to feel present. Why I didn’t want to feel anything. I’m so tired but so awake and when I fall asleep my dreams are just going to terrorize me. Goodnight.
need to find an occupation that allows me to move to San Francisco I love it here and don’t want to go back to Ohio HELP
June 26, 2025 at 3:54 PM
need to find an occupation that allows me to move to San Francisco I love it here and don’t want to go back to Ohio HELP
My brain just did something
June 23, 2025 at 9:43 PM
My brain just did something
I need a new cart so bad my current one tastes like chlorine
June 9, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I need a new cart so bad my current one tastes like chlorine
I wish I could be an adventurer like in an anime instead of the occupation outlines we have in this world
June 9, 2025 at 9:34 PM
I wish I could be an adventurer like in an anime instead of the occupation outlines we have in this world
when u try to go out and drink and have fun with friends but you get a migraine and have to go home before midnight…
June 8, 2025 at 3:52 AM
when u try to go out and drink and have fun with friends but you get a migraine and have to go home before midnight…
found a box of matches by my incense tray… I don’t have any matches???
June 4, 2025 at 3:06 AM
found a box of matches by my incense tray… I don’t have any matches???
I love Minecraft even though a creep just landed on me and exploded pushing me into a pit of lava when I was holding 30 diamonds 🤗
June 1, 2025 at 4:28 PM
I love Minecraft even though a creep just landed on me and exploded pushing me into a pit of lava when I was holding 30 diamonds 🤗
I want Nintendo switch 2 so bad why can’t I be rich :/
June 1, 2025 at 4:27 PM
I want Nintendo switch 2 so bad why can’t I be rich :/
being off work is goofy like I can just get out of bed at 8am but when I do work I feel like I need to sleep until noon
May 27, 2025 at 12:26 PM
being off work is goofy like I can just get out of bed at 8am but when I do work I feel like I need to sleep until noon
wtf is going on with my mental state recently I’m so tired of feeling like shit
May 22, 2025 at 7:37 PM
wtf is going on with my mental state recently I’m so tired of feeling like shit
Minecraft music makes me kinda sad
May 22, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Minecraft music makes me kinda sad
Wendy’s bbq sauce… what’s up with that!!!!!
May 19, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Wendy’s bbq sauce… what’s up with that!!!!!
I’m seriously shit at flirting I’m going to be single until I find a guy who wants a boring man
May 14, 2025 at 4:34 AM
I’m seriously shit at flirting I’m going to be single until I find a guy who wants a boring man
classic fvl blood clot scare 😍🤩😍🤩😍🤩
May 14, 2025 at 3:29 AM
classic fvl blood clot scare 😍🤩😍🤩😍🤩
Just looked at my hinge profile and I’ve had a typo on there for like a month so bad that the sentence didn’t even make sense 😑
May 12, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Just looked at my hinge profile and I’ve had a typo on there for like a month so bad that the sentence didn’t even make sense 😑
katseye new song would slay if hybe wasn’t a loser tesla booklicker company
May 3, 2025 at 2:36 PM
katseye new song would slay if hybe wasn’t a loser tesla booklicker company
My tv switched to Samsung tv and the default channel is the degrassi channel and now I’m crying. This happens frequently
April 30, 2025 at 9:18 PM
My tv switched to Samsung tv and the default channel is the degrassi channel and now I’m crying. This happens frequently
fav local coffee shop only charged me 4.25 for my iced dirty vanilla oat milk london fog when it should’ve been 10.25 😍😍😍
April 30, 2025 at 4:54 PM
fav local coffee shop only charged me 4.25 for my iced dirty vanilla oat milk london fog when it should’ve been 10.25 😍😍😍
Hope I don’t have a weird dream about a man again tonight
April 30, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Hope I don’t have a weird dream about a man again tonight