The characters are "Olivia" in the Dirty Donna/Snow series and "Soleskiss" in some more eclectically named titles that are quite abstract. "Wasp Funeral" is one.
I apologise for mentioning it if the content causes offense, but it seems to strike an estranged chord with a lot of people.

These characters are very striking and sassy.

I am hesitant to mention this due to the content, but they remind me of some recurring characters in a horror/comfort series (It's the only way I can describe it) made by a creator called "Product" on youtube, if curiosity bids.

I find myself often entering a hibernative state come mid november. Sometimes I come back with a frenzy in january, sometimes it's much later if spring isn't forthcoming.
Here's to you find your rhythm soon. 🐻🌼

Your brain is forcing diet REM activities and thus the paint spray collage of the attempt to assimilate experiences gives rise to novelty that normally isn't accessible to the conscious mind.
Or so I like to think. I've spent a lot of time in such a state.