(i say this as i can’t talk to guys who i am not comfortable with and the guys who i am comfortable with, i can only see them as friends. i also do not go out of my way to put myself in the dating world)

i hate being sad about this but when is it my turn? i too want some random cute guy to fall in love with me and i fall in love with him as well. i too want to experience being hopelessly devoted to each other

2016 honestly changed my perception of how to enjoy being in a fandom alone (by reading fics and rting fanarts of my fav ship in the very small corner all by myself)

anyway it’s been too long and eventho i probably won’t trust her again (bcs she did this thing twice, and boy was I a fool) but I want to just reconcile and move on honestly

and that response pissed me off even more so then i seriously ghosted her lol 😭

i mean technically I was trying to cool down from my anger because eveytime i remembered her response I got angry again. So, everytime she texted me I would only reply with short responses and she took it as me “trying to take a short break from her to take care of my mental health”

and yes, she actually texted me and I ghosted her because I have explained to her before what she did was NOT cool (still in contact with a guy who’s weirdly obsessed with me) and she dismissed it. so I chose to ghost her after that bcs at that time it felt like she wouldn’t care