It's funny how you're trying to heal from an unsafe and abusive household but then you get in one again as an adult before getting the chance the heal

I'm genuinely so thankful thar I'm safe now

Why does everything just kinda suck
What did I even do
Do I deserve all this
Who tf am I even
I don't wanna be here
I don't think I can do this
Fuck

When u have Borderline but you got taught that u aren't allowed to let it out /specifically show that ur sad or angry and now ur either numb or explode

Dude I literally wanna fcking kms can someone just pls save me from this insane damn place

Imagine having to be like this in ur own home bc your neighbors suck so hard and there's nothing you can do because noone that's supposed to help is doing their effing job🫠

It's so funny when I see a profile on a dating app, think "oohh they look fine, lets connect with them" swipe right, and then get scared because they text me after a few min

Cuz it's like where tf did u come from, I literally just swiped on u, what do u want from me, I don't trust you (1)

🫂|Self-Comfort

Things have been stressful for me this year. Deprived from any outlet of stimulation, barely talking to anyone...even a hug feels foreign to me now...

What I'd give to be embraced. To be around some of my familiars and get to talk to them again. I miss it.

#ventart #TerTerArtwork

Anyone else's mood and view on the world /themselves rapidly changing depending on the feedback on socials?
I hate that I sometimes get tons of notifications and then from one day to the other it's like I'm getting silent treatment, and I'm like okay yk what fuck this I'll never open this app again

head was just like "I am better than them 😠" and atp I'm not even sure if it's still bpd or narcissism or histrionic or sth, honestly I'm mentally just a 4 year old sometimes and I especially love having bpd when I *also* have pmdd ✨️

i found this comment about what it's like living with "quiet bpd" and ive never related to something more and wanted to share it. this is so spot on to how i experience my bpd and its symptoms.

normally i would post this type of thing on my alt but i feel like being a little vulnerable on here ❤️

Genuinely, I am such a jealous bitch. I feel like a little kid stomping their feet and crying and being like "but.. it's *my* attention!" sometimes

[Vent]
So earlier I cried because I reposted sth from a moot on my AD page and then they got more attention than me and someone gave them a compliment that I never get, and then I was jealous and pissed and excessively tried to get the attention back again

#borderline #bpd #mentalhealth #ventpost