Let's find someone to hate for next year

Mwah ❤️

Awwww!

Please don't, I love you too much

Anyways, sorry about heavy stuff, I will try and figure out why I feel alone despite having incredible friends 👍👍👍

Hell, the reason I'm able to be more open on here than I am on call is in part because there's a chance nobody will ever read what I'm typing. It's almost like I can use the belief that my friends don't care about me to my benefit(?)

I already feel like I can be emotionally draining/demanding to talk to so it makes it difficult to reach out to others because I don't want my insecurities to be a point of stress for others, which feels kind of ironic due to some of my more stressed "episodes".

Sometimes I just feel so isolated and alone I can't breathe, even when I'm around people, so that kinda sucks because I truly can't think of a way for it to be solved apart from me just getting over it?

The juice that makes you think people hate you. Not on yall to sort with I'm trying to get better about it.

I literally don't think I could that shit would not be good for me

Sorry I thought it would be funny and was having what I could best describe as an episode I drank the juice that makes you panic attack

On god thought this was about love death and robots.

Anyway if studying w/ adhd is something you wanna talk about or get some advice with feel free to lmk.

That neurodiversity will affect people differently so just because one strategy doesn't work for you, doesn't mean nothing will, nor that you don't have adhd.

Right now you don't know, but even if you didn't it doesn't mean you're not dealing with a problem. I'd say it's safe to assume imo.

Yeah adhd is directly tied to reward systems and the way your brain motivates you to do things. It's tough to study with adhd, and if medication isn't on the table then it's even tougher.

There are for sure ways to cope w/ it and there's a lot of online resources but it's also important to remember

understood ggwp

-6 but I respect and value the opinion