100% I agtee

thanks for being here I guess.

all I’ve ever done is make things worse so whatever

idk maybe I’m making things worse by posting this

I constantly feel like I’m fighting my intrusive thoughts, shoving down bad thoughts so I can feel like a good fucking person

god damnit

sorry I know I’ve never posted on here really and this is one of my first posts but I just needed to. get this out.

I’m so fucking pissed at myself I should fucking die I’m such an awful person why did I think I could ever fucking change oh my god

I’m exactly like my fucking dad and no matter how much I try to change I’ll never be my own person.

I thought I was just making a thread explaining my experience in a relationship with him but then he made a response thread, of course the relationship was still stressful but he made me realize everything was a lot more tame than what was going on in my head.

I’m not used to being harassed relentlessly, I mean—of course I fucking deserve it, but god I want to fucking end it all right now I’m so goddamn pissed at myself why did I even bother

If you know me from Twitter, please don’t interact with this post. I didn’t realize how close my breaking point was, I guess I’m just naturally sensitive.

—I already fucking did?? I misremembered what happened, then told my story of what I remembered. Now people are accusing me of lying and whatnot.

WAAA RHANK YOUUU THEYRE my babiesss 🥺

OH LMFAO