I think there's a part of me that's scared that if I change my sleep and work schedule, I'll still ultimately not socialize with people any more than I already do because people are secretly glad they don't have to talk to me any more than they already do. Idk.

Something simultaneously therapeutic and haunting about loudly speaking about your insecurities, frustrations, and general thoughts to the void when you're alone late at work

I honestly thought I'd use this more but tbh I haven't used bluesky in general much in the past few months