“Yeah, it’s fine though. You have your own stuff to be worrying about.” Beck hears Elias cries and looks at the time.

“He is hungry. I’ll be right back and then we can continue this conversation when I am back but I don’t think Felicia will leave you because she is deeply in love with you.”

Beck just goes quiet and picks up Elias, then walks out the room with him, down to the awaiting cab and gets in, making sure that Elias is settled the entire drive.

Beck then walks into the hospital, leaving Ava to pay for the cab whilst Beck is signing herself and Elias in for their checkup.

“Bob. Bob, I need you to breath, okay? I’ll just go get Elias and then we can all go and find Felicia because I am sure she is around here somewhere. She couldn’t have gotten far.”

Beck takes Bob into her arms and then Beck gives Bob a gentle squeeze “Everything will be okay, I promise you.”

“You can’t think like that baby, if you think like that then you will never even be able to simply touch our son so please stop thinking like that.”

Beck sighs and finishes doing up his diaper then puts on his out “I am going to need your help with some things. I can’t do this alone, babe.”

“Of course Bob. What kind of a friend would I be if I didn’t support you as a friend should?” Beck smiles and looks at Bob.

“Should we go and find Felicia because I am sure that she is wondering where you are? I know if I hadn’t seen Ava for hours I’d wonder where Ava was too.”

“Baby, it was an accident. You didn’t do it on purpose and it was only because you were nervous.” Beck is caressing Ava’s hand now

“Please don’t do this to our little boy, baby. I know that he will need me a lot but I can only do this with your moral support. Please don’t give up on us, baby.”

“You aren’t going to lose her Bob but she does need to know all these feelings that you have been having so that she can support you.”

Beck smiles at Bob warmly again “I know if it was Ava coming to you with this I would want to know so I can be a big support for Ava, too.”

“It’s alright baby, it’s alright. Are you okay?” Beck does take Elias into her arm and gently shushes him whilst rubbing Ava’s back.

“Come on baby, let me show you and then next time you’ll get it done perfectly.” Beck guides Ava over and showed Ava in detail steps all whilst smiling warmly.

“Of course I can talk to her but it’s important that you are there too. Felicia might have questions that aren’t mine for answering.”

Beck placed a comforting hand over Bob’s and then gave Bob that calm smile that could make even the grumpiest of people calm. “Everything is going to be okay.”

Beck soon follows, her shower only being a quick one as she didn’t want to leave Ava waiting forever and Beck smiles, taking a minute to admire her love and their son.

“My Darling. Do you need my help?” Beck gently rubbed the back of Ava’s shoulders and slowly sat down beside Ava.

“No, no I don’t think that she will be mad at you Bob, those that love you deeply will never be mad at you. Talk to her because keeping things from who you love also isn’t good.”

Beck gently taps Bob’s hand and smiles “If it helps you as well Bob then I can be there when you do talk to her.”

“Can you put him in a diaper and clothes for me baby and I can come and help you if you need me too. Do you need me to come and help you baby?”

Beck smiles lovingly at Ava and leans in and lovingly kisses Ava on the lips “But being a mom really does look sexy on you baby. I love it.”

Beck laughs softly “They’ll check me over, check Elias over and if everything is okay with our little angel then we will be back in time for dinner.”

Beck finishes in the shower and then starts getting ready “Okay, now I am ready to go. Are you ready to go now baby? I’m ready when you are.”

Beck nods her head in agreement because she knows that the least she can do is sit on the chair for Ava’s nerves but also because Yelena had brought it for her.

“Okay baby.” Beck sat on the chair as promised and started showering, cleaning the blood from her thighs and her vagina “Thanks Yelena.”

“Elias. I do remember baby and I am fine, really. I hurt down there and I am tired but I promise that I am okay other than that.”

Beck smiles at Ava and then looks at Ava with so much love “Would you feel better if I said that you and our beautiful little boy can sit with me whilst I shower?”

“Ava, if I feed Alias do you think that you can help me shower? You don’t even have to look down there because I know it’ll probably gross you out.”

Beck reached out and takes Alias, helps him latch on and soon he is enjoying being given his milk “See baby, now you have nothing to worry about.”

“I’m okay, I don’t look like I am haemorrhaging and we would know, but we are still going to the hospital but I just want to freshen up first. I am all sweaty and stink, I couldn’t possibly let a doctor see me like this.”

Beck smiled at Ava “Ten minutes to freshen up then we go. I promise baby.”

Beck is making sure that she doesn’t lose track of Ava or their baby whilst they are all walking towards the bedroom.

“Please don’t put me on the bed Alexei. I don’t want to get blood everywhere, actually I would like to shower and use feminine products before I get into bed, please Alexei.”