on god whoever left a shit stain on the toilet seat of the bathroom i like to hide in …. your time is coming. and you will feel my wrath.

like chat. he’s highkey rlly scary and unpredictable and he might say rlly insane things but i’ll have a moment and think abt his childhood and just. his brother and his need for control and how he just wants to feel safe and then I disintegrate into dust.

hideki ahn ….. Hideki ahn i’m going to go bald. movie had me feeling things in my skin i nearly went back to having him in my status.

idk how to describe the weird sensation in my mouth because i want to say? it feels like my teeth are vibrating? like my front teeth? but i’m like completely fine.

NO FUCKINF WAY DID MY BIG HEADPHONES BREAK.

time to stay here until i have the energy to go back on my main.

yiseul and hideki …. hand on glass. my shaylas …. my enemies and lovers …. my sugarplums that don’t know how to yearn in a healthy way.

i still need to pick up my balls and read cherry crush … even if it does mean staring into a mirror. but also i need to finish your wings and mine. i must pull through.

yiseul han i highkey get you girly pop …. at my core …. i also want to gatekeep the people i don’t play abt.