I love him so much. Miss him so fuckig much 🥀

Im not disappointed in my babes possibly not being available bc he told me the things hes got going on, im more disappointed that what I had planned has possibly fallen through/ruined. Now I dont know what to do

Im always disappointed on my birthday month I just hoped this year would be different for once

Just fucking cried my eyes out worried about my family's safety

Literally shaking with tears in my eyes because of past memories surfacing while at work. Im lashing out but trying to not lash out at innocent bystanders. Hate that I have to be this aware so I dont get hurt bc im POC

My relationship now. Im happy where I am now, it could always be better, but I am enjoying the days I have w my love and that's all I can ask for for now. We'll grow together, for as long as we'll have each other 🖤

Just realized ive been hit on a lot today 🤪