It honestly feels like a breakup. It sucks but I guess it's the closure they needed or they really don't care anymore (understandable). Other friends always tried talking behind their back and I'd always find ways to defend them anyway. Idk.

I think I need therapy after all that.

Their lives were thriving (which is good!!) and I'm still stuck in a rut. I figured that it's better off I'm not in their lives anymore since mine hasn't thrived yet.

Today, I saw that they finally removed me from all their social media accounts.

Also how tf do you forget your own husband and children's birthdays but remember every single detail and rumor about your "friends?"