In my experience the irony of it all is the ones who are the most but hurt like that are the ones that only recently discovered other RPGs outside of D&D. They were often all aboard the D&D train till the OGL scandal

Torn between hiatus or seeking out collaborators to take on the load. Or joining someone else's show to scratch the itch.

Genuinely torn and unsure what to do.

The issue is the work that goes into the producing, scheduling etc. But also, podcasting has always been my baby.

I am reluctant to let it go, but until I know my capacity it would be foolish of me to commit to a new show.

A well dressed skintag

I love it

youtu.be/en8Rid7_k78?...

Believing their own lies is how so many abusers do it for so long IME

I get genuinely emotional with just how much of it resonates.

Anyway this is just a long winded way of me projecting my deep desire to live somewhere that is the confluence of mounga, moana and ngahere, surrounded by the song of tui and the roar of tangaroa.

I think its telling how in a country with some of the most beautiful nature in the world, most of it is hours away from any significant concentration of people. And, too often, in regions impacted by economic downtown, as if the only savour of nature here is refuge from the predation of capitalism.