Truly was not built for math

Mind you, the same day the paps spreading photos of you with a new girl like 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'd be sick as hell too

Jesus, is this me finally maturing?

All in the name of truly feeling at rest and stable in the world?

If only it were truly that sweet......you facist fucks would have me.

And thank God I've been getting the sobs out first thing so I'm plagued throughout the day.

(P.S. the universe is actually fucking with me because why is this man popping up on my phone and I am at my lowest?? If you want me to take the long leap just say it and stop playin on my damn line)

I'm damn near 30 and mfs think I want a "we ended things and then he chased after me and now we're together *kisses*" love story??????????? It ain't nothing to block a mf I promise you.

Like when the girlies say the men do not be thinking of you after it's done, I cannot relate lol. Because if I didn't block mfs, I'd understand spinning the block because fuck it. But going out your way to surpass the block means you care in a weird ass way you shouldn't.

Another time, a nigga chased me down on every messaging platform you can think of. Meanwhile the only time he wanted to speak was to fuck, and that was maybe every quarter lol. Like the sex cannot be that good you niggas need HELP.