like what was i even doing. such a stupid little cuck

i’m very glad i actually told those fuckers how i felt before i blocked them after years of not really grasping that i’m nothing but an annoying punching bag to them. at least that gave me closure. it’s just like the old days. down to the anxiety attack over something i shouldn’t have noticed

actually i know for sure i won’t use it because i simultaneously didn’t communicate just why i freaked the fuck out while also over apologizing. it’s actually almost funny how it’s making me a little nostalgic for when i was being lolcowd on twitter

SO DID YOU FIND YOUR ANSWER;
CAUSE YOU CAN BET THAT THEY FOUND THEIRS;
IT’S NOT REAL HARD TO FIND;
TO MANIPULATE THE TRUTH;
IT’S JUST A LIE THAT SEPARATES US;
BUT IT WORKS FOR THEIR CONVENIENCE;
AND THEY DON’T CARE AND WE DON’T QUESTION;
AND IT GOT YOU SO MUCH;

youtu.be/Kr6z780kKBs

i’m not going to pretend like i love this place but i think the few fleeting moments i had today of feeling like i had solid standing have been ripped away again and i’ve once again dragged myself into hell. it’s where i belong. replyguy prison

at very least i should probably not talk tonight

Nevermind everybody I found the post