anyway sorry 😝

but my coworkers ask me to hang out and we always have fun, so why don’t the people i’ve been friends with for years? i’m tired of initiating everything. i feel used, whether it be my car, my money, my time. like idk

and idk maybe it’s not because of me not drinking anymore, but that’s how it’s starting to feel. but my seasonal depression has been kicking my ass lately and i feel like i’m self sabotaging

like it really sucks that i have friends of years that don’t ask me to hang out anymore, i have to do it, and even then more than half the time, i get flaked on

but i do hate needles and i have a cavity so 💔

mine was moreso that im insecure with my teeth because i hadnt had a real cleaning in a while so i was just anxious that my teeth would be gross. but they were really good, at least she said that to make me feel better lol

fuck it, arthur morgan era

new year new me

let me add, we’ve only been playing christmas music this week, so when that played i was like 😧

DAYUM