I miss everyone today, Thermopylae, Jessie, Ryan, my brother & sister, and in a weird way my mother. I’m going to make sure my folks know I love them tomorrow, might not be my biological parents but they are my parents

A buried parent, a lost lover and a murder. So much happened in so few days, may is almost here again too

December, there is no month I meet with such resistance

I don’t do well in beds, many a flashback. I keep a stuffed dog, from a girl I barely know anymore, from a ghost, but I sleep with it because it’s a reminder, it grounds me when I bolt awake at night. I hope to one day get my shit together so I can keep a person like them in my life next time

The heart of Theseus

I suffer from an incessant need for love so all consuming that it ruins me. Love heals and breaks me just the same

I do enjoy screaming into the void, but every time we meet she says she thought it would be the last time but she rethinks it. I think there will come a last time and I need to prepare myself.
One day I will greet Ashlyn and we will part ways, she will be Thermopylae again. Oh little light.

There’s no discharge in the war

I watched the police kill a man today, I am not sure what to do with myself

This and top 1000 for low roar, clearly I am well mentally