Happy to hear! Congratulations

We've spent over half of this year isolating, angry, unable to be happy or socialize, and, we want to move on and go back to the things that made us happy. Just wish we could accept who we are faster so we can go back to how we felt at the beginning of the year.

like we once could earlier this year, and it is hard. Going out that door into the world, would mean facing a reality we're still too scared of. And, frankly, we're torn on how to move on from our past selves where we thought we weren't, to now where we have to accept it is part of us.

We felt the pain but never knew where any of it came from, but still, there's that deep desire in us it can't be true, or that we're faking it, or that surely we really are fine.

That is at home, out in public, the fear of who we are is shown. It's hard to go outside, talk, or do anything...

feels wound up, and our nerves sometimes uncontrollably will lock up or not wanna let us hold still. Was this really here all this time and all of these years? Just how long have we internalized that we were fine just cause we were told we were, when the reality couldn't be more obvious.

Wouldnt suggest it. in the past when we have done it, it gave us very bad nightmares and we woke up even more tired and distressed.

We have very shakey hands and autocorrect used to be such a blessing. But now it just makes it even harder to type and longer. We rely on it a lot still so havent disabled it, but man it hurts.