@blood-muffin.bsky.social
I have to stare at my screen
Like I had to smoke a cig
If alone, sitting and eating
You're a freak.
But if alone, sitting, eating and reading.
You're old school.
If alone, sitting, eating, watching a screen.
You're obedient. You fit in.
The screen is the new cig
We the people
Are we weak?
Like I had to smoke a cig
If alone, sitting and eating
You're a freak.
But if alone, sitting, eating and reading.
You're old school.
If alone, sitting, eating, watching a screen.
You're obedient. You fit in.
The screen is the new cig
We the people
Are we weak?
December 11, 2025 at 9:14 PM
I have to stare at my screen
Like I had to smoke a cig
If alone, sitting and eating
You're a freak.
But if alone, sitting, eating and reading.
You're old school.
If alone, sitting, eating, watching a screen.
You're obedient. You fit in.
The screen is the new cig
We the people
Are we weak?
Like I had to smoke a cig
If alone, sitting and eating
You're a freak.
But if alone, sitting, eating and reading.
You're old school.
If alone, sitting, eating, watching a screen.
You're obedient. You fit in.
The screen is the new cig
We the people
Are we weak?
1 minute to write
To stop drinking
Gaming
Slacking
The night
Tick talking
The sun hidden behind tons of concrete
Straight up
Ticking stopped
#poem
To stop drinking
Gaming
Slacking
The night
Tick talking
The sun hidden behind tons of concrete
Straight up
Ticking stopped
#poem
December 11, 2025 at 6:27 PM
1 minute to write
To stop drinking
Gaming
Slacking
The night
Tick talking
The sun hidden behind tons of concrete
Straight up
Ticking stopped
#poem
To stop drinking
Gaming
Slacking
The night
Tick talking
The sun hidden behind tons of concrete
Straight up
Ticking stopped
#poem
Expectation
Obey the algorithm
The new almighty
Praise goes to the same
C.R.E.A.M.
The dream remains the same
Since life thought itself up
It's sacrificed all
In pursuit of it's namesake
We'll strike down our children
Before they can dream
Before they can reach out for the sun
It's ours
#poetry
Obey the algorithm
The new almighty
Praise goes to the same
C.R.E.A.M.
The dream remains the same
Since life thought itself up
It's sacrificed all
In pursuit of it's namesake
We'll strike down our children
Before they can dream
Before they can reach out for the sun
It's ours
#poetry
December 4, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Expectation
Obey the algorithm
The new almighty
Praise goes to the same
C.R.E.A.M.
The dream remains the same
Since life thought itself up
It's sacrificed all
In pursuit of it's namesake
We'll strike down our children
Before they can dream
Before they can reach out for the sun
It's ours
#poetry
Obey the algorithm
The new almighty
Praise goes to the same
C.R.E.A.M.
The dream remains the same
Since life thought itself up
It's sacrificed all
In pursuit of it's namesake
We'll strike down our children
Before they can dream
Before they can reach out for the sun
It's ours
#poetry
December 3, 2025 at 4:40 PM
When focused away
Focus away
They won't know
They won't see
Why lines of IV?
Hear his bitterness
Anger and hate
His lies, his lies
By III
Drift away to ignorance
Fantasy of superiority
I asked for 1 thing
I got another
Needed
But unwanted
Habits
Needs
Fantasies
Lies
Did what you were told
Do
Focus away
They won't know
They won't see
Why lines of IV?
Hear his bitterness
Anger and hate
His lies, his lies
By III
Drift away to ignorance
Fantasy of superiority
I asked for 1 thing
I got another
Needed
But unwanted
Habits
Needs
Fantasies
Lies
Did what you were told
Do
November 21, 2025 at 7:35 PM
When focused away
Focus away
They won't know
They won't see
Why lines of IV?
Hear his bitterness
Anger and hate
His lies, his lies
By III
Drift away to ignorance
Fantasy of superiority
I asked for 1 thing
I got another
Needed
But unwanted
Habits
Needs
Fantasies
Lies
Did what you were told
Do
Focus away
They won't know
They won't see
Why lines of IV?
Hear his bitterness
Anger and hate
His lies, his lies
By III
Drift away to ignorance
Fantasy of superiority
I asked for 1 thing
I got another
Needed
But unwanted
Habits
Needs
Fantasies
Lies
Did what you were told
Do
Tripped my canine
To force the 66 devine
Keep me in-line
This fantasy of mine
Feel the beat in mind
And the rhyme to find
Anxiety's axe grind
This is where I've signed
Imperfect rhyme
Still drips sands time
Pretense as a mime
Fraudulent crime
Still time ticks
Thoughts lick
A rhyme quick
Flow ick
To force the 66 devine
Keep me in-line
This fantasy of mine
Feel the beat in mind
And the rhyme to find
Anxiety's axe grind
This is where I've signed
Imperfect rhyme
Still drips sands time
Pretense as a mime
Fraudulent crime
Still time ticks
Thoughts lick
A rhyme quick
Flow ick
November 20, 2025 at 3:37 PM
Tripped my canine
To force the 66 devine
Keep me in-line
This fantasy of mine
Feel the beat in mind
And the rhyme to find
Anxiety's axe grind
This is where I've signed
Imperfect rhyme
Still drips sands time
Pretense as a mime
Fraudulent crime
Still time ticks
Thoughts lick
A rhyme quick
Flow ick
To force the 66 devine
Keep me in-line
This fantasy of mine
Feel the beat in mind
And the rhyme to find
Anxiety's axe grind
This is where I've signed
Imperfect rhyme
Still drips sands time
Pretense as a mime
Fraudulent crime
Still time ticks
Thoughts lick
A rhyme quick
Flow ick
Adding to my plate
Sunrise on black slate
Or corporate markets on white
In the fading light
Dragging my mind like bones
Fix the fix like I jones
Like smoke in moist hot black
Fearful hope. Attack!
Make the right choice
For long term contentment
Silence my voice
For short term debasement
Flower
Sunrise on black slate
Or corporate markets on white
In the fading light
Dragging my mind like bones
Fix the fix like I jones
Like smoke in moist hot black
Fearful hope. Attack!
Make the right choice
For long term contentment
Silence my voice
For short term debasement
Flower
November 19, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Adding to my plate
Sunrise on black slate
Or corporate markets on white
In the fading light
Dragging my mind like bones
Fix the fix like I jones
Like smoke in moist hot black
Fearful hope. Attack!
Make the right choice
For long term contentment
Silence my voice
For short term debasement
Flower
Sunrise on black slate
Or corporate markets on white
In the fading light
Dragging my mind like bones
Fix the fix like I jones
Like smoke in moist hot black
Fearful hope. Attack!
Make the right choice
For long term contentment
Silence my voice
For short term debasement
Flower
That one mistake
Can take
It all away
Exhaustion of the body
Is it worse than the mind?
What do you find?
What are the rules?
What are your rules?
What are their rules?
Who are they?
Who are you?
So am I?
I've wasted time
In desperation to get back up on the horse
Of course
Fail
Fall
Fall
Can take
It all away
Exhaustion of the body
Is it worse than the mind?
What do you find?
What are the rules?
What are your rules?
What are their rules?
Who are they?
Who are you?
So am I?
I've wasted time
In desperation to get back up on the horse
Of course
Fail
Fall
Fall
November 18, 2025 at 4:28 PM
That one mistake
Can take
It all away
Exhaustion of the body
Is it worse than the mind?
What do you find?
What are the rules?
What are your rules?
What are their rules?
Who are they?
Who are you?
So am I?
I've wasted time
In desperation to get back up on the horse
Of course
Fail
Fall
Fall
Can take
It all away
Exhaustion of the body
Is it worse than the mind?
What do you find?
What are the rules?
What are your rules?
What are their rules?
Who are they?
Who are you?
So am I?
I've wasted time
In desperation to get back up on the horse
Of course
Fail
Fall
Fall
Presenting! Unfinished work, full price!
It's worth it, is nice
The good old days are here again!
Repairs, repairs, repairs.
Don't understand this broken zen?
Blood from a stone, profits vice
Under the table, you all fight
Afraid to face our papers might
Eat the tatters and crumbs
Matter numbs
It's worth it, is nice
The good old days are here again!
Repairs, repairs, repairs.
Don't understand this broken zen?
Blood from a stone, profits vice
Under the table, you all fight
Afraid to face our papers might
Eat the tatters and crumbs
Matter numbs
November 17, 2025 at 6:46 PM
Presenting! Unfinished work, full price!
It's worth it, is nice
The good old days are here again!
Repairs, repairs, repairs.
Don't understand this broken zen?
Blood from a stone, profits vice
Under the table, you all fight
Afraid to face our papers might
Eat the tatters and crumbs
Matter numbs
It's worth it, is nice
The good old days are here again!
Repairs, repairs, repairs.
Don't understand this broken zen?
Blood from a stone, profits vice
Under the table, you all fight
Afraid to face our papers might
Eat the tatters and crumbs
Matter numbs
Inspired by a corpse
Humiliated by devotion
Horrified by thought
Desperate
I don't want to be them
But I don't know who I am
I see myself in them
Gravestone
I have to treat me
As I treat the ones I love
But can I love me?
Snow
Time flows
Water erodes
What is the right at this moment
Sand
Humiliated by devotion
Horrified by thought
Desperate
I don't want to be them
But I don't know who I am
I see myself in them
Gravestone
I have to treat me
As I treat the ones I love
But can I love me?
Snow
Time flows
Water erodes
What is the right at this moment
Sand
November 16, 2025 at 6:10 PM
Inspired by a corpse
Humiliated by devotion
Horrified by thought
Desperate
I don't want to be them
But I don't know who I am
I see myself in them
Gravestone
I have to treat me
As I treat the ones I love
But can I love me?
Snow
Time flows
Water erodes
What is the right at this moment
Sand
Humiliated by devotion
Horrified by thought
Desperate
I don't want to be them
But I don't know who I am
I see myself in them
Gravestone
I have to treat me
As I treat the ones I love
But can I love me?
Snow
Time flows
Water erodes
What is the right at this moment
Sand
Every time I look into the light
All I see is anger
Hate
Pain
Fear
Then I go outside
High noon
And see peace
Quiet
Contentment
Death
All I see is anger
Hate
Pain
Fear
Then I go outside
High noon
And see peace
Quiet
Contentment
Death
September 21, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Every time I look into the light
All I see is anger
Hate
Pain
Fear
Then I go outside
High noon
And see peace
Quiet
Contentment
Death
All I see is anger
Hate
Pain
Fear
Then I go outside
High noon
And see peace
Quiet
Contentment
Death
Free of freedom
What bliss
Obedience
No thinking
Just follow
Hollow out yourself
It's better for you
It's better for them
What bliss
Obedience
No thinking
Just follow
Hollow out yourself
It's better for you
It's better for them
September 19, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Free of freedom
What bliss
Obedience
No thinking
Just follow
Hollow out yourself
It's better for you
It's better for them
What bliss
Obedience
No thinking
Just follow
Hollow out yourself
It's better for you
It's better for them
Turn from the light
So you just might
Catch your breath
From the hot grip of death
Your brain intertwined
Algorithmic mind
Profits devined
Don't look away
So you just might
Catch your breath
From the hot grip of death
Your brain intertwined
Algorithmic mind
Profits devined
Don't look away
September 18, 2025 at 11:05 PM
Turn from the light
So you just might
Catch your breath
From the hot grip of death
Your brain intertwined
Algorithmic mind
Profits devined
Don't look away
So you just might
Catch your breath
From the hot grip of death
Your brain intertwined
Algorithmic mind
Profits devined
Don't look away
Count the little deaths
Those breaths
Where illusion escapes
Patience
All good things
To those who wait
Be positive
It's our nature
To be negative
Thinking
Is the greatest addiction
Those breaths
Where illusion escapes
Patience
All good things
To those who wait
Be positive
It's our nature
To be negative
Thinking
Is the greatest addiction
September 12, 2025 at 1:49 PM
Count the little deaths
Those breaths
Where illusion escapes
Patience
All good things
To those who wait
Be positive
It's our nature
To be negative
Thinking
Is the greatest addiction
Those breaths
Where illusion escapes
Patience
All good things
To those who wait
Be positive
It's our nature
To be negative
Thinking
Is the greatest addiction
Coffee
Early to stand for money and
Stare at a large flat light bulb
To talk to people who are saving lives,
About their burned out incompetence
A luxury paid for
A bird crashing to the ground
Will bring its wings together
Where the tips of the
Left
Right
Meet
Early to stand for money and
Stare at a large flat light bulb
To talk to people who are saving lives,
About their burned out incompetence
A luxury paid for
A bird crashing to the ground
Will bring its wings together
Where the tips of the
Left
Right
Meet
August 20, 2025 at 11:54 AM
Coffee
Early to stand for money and
Stare at a large flat light bulb
To talk to people who are saving lives,
About their burned out incompetence
A luxury paid for
A bird crashing to the ground
Will bring its wings together
Where the tips of the
Left
Right
Meet
Early to stand for money and
Stare at a large flat light bulb
To talk to people who are saving lives,
About their burned out incompetence
A luxury paid for
A bird crashing to the ground
Will bring its wings together
Where the tips of the
Left
Right
Meet
The Egg Shell Queen
Can be so mean
But until the cracks
Undamns the rage
On pins and needles
Will your feet flow
On their dress train
Of blinding white
Egg shells
Can be so mean
But until the cracks
Undamns the rage
On pins and needles
Will your feet flow
On their dress train
Of blinding white
Egg shells
June 29, 2025 at 9:47 PM
The Egg Shell Queen
Can be so mean
But until the cracks
Undamns the rage
On pins and needles
Will your feet flow
On their dress train
Of blinding white
Egg shells
Can be so mean
But until the cracks
Undamns the rage
On pins and needles
Will your feet flow
On their dress train
Of blinding white
Egg shells
Skillful social
Protecting their nothing
Alphas protecting their nothing
Kings and Queens
Glaring down
Into those who may threaten
Their nothing
Protecting their nothing
Alphas protecting their nothing
Kings and Queens
Glaring down
Into those who may threaten
Their nothing
June 29, 2025 at 3:07 PM
Skillful social
Protecting their nothing
Alphas protecting their nothing
Kings and Queens
Glaring down
Into those who may threaten
Their nothing
Protecting their nothing
Alphas protecting their nothing
Kings and Queens
Glaring down
Into those who may threaten
Their nothing
A poem a day
Will keep hope away
And dreams of success
Nightmares confess
Inner child screaming
Internet memeing
Adults kicking
While sitting
In their parents' basement
I lie in hope
Words the rope
I
Tie
Around my throat
"Just because you're paranoid
Don't mean they're not after you. "
Will keep hope away
And dreams of success
Nightmares confess
Inner child screaming
Internet memeing
Adults kicking
While sitting
In their parents' basement
I lie in hope
Words the rope
I
Tie
Around my throat
"Just because you're paranoid
Don't mean they're not after you. "
June 28, 2025 at 4:10 PM
A poem a day
Will keep hope away
And dreams of success
Nightmares confess
Inner child screaming
Internet memeing
Adults kicking
While sitting
In their parents' basement
I lie in hope
Words the rope
I
Tie
Around my throat
"Just because you're paranoid
Don't mean they're not after you. "
Will keep hope away
And dreams of success
Nightmares confess
Inner child screaming
Internet memeing
Adults kicking
While sitting
In their parents' basement
I lie in hope
Words the rope
I
Tie
Around my throat
"Just because you're paranoid
Don't mean they're not after you. "
Lies ago
Sand to glass
With boredom and black
Clock implodes
Find the glass shards
Fuse into sand
Still dripping through the veins
Looking for the bottom
Of the heart
Of glass hours
Sand to glass
With boredom and black
Clock implodes
Find the glass shards
Fuse into sand
Still dripping through the veins
Looking for the bottom
Of the heart
Of glass hours
April 13, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Lies ago
Sand to glass
With boredom and black
Clock implodes
Find the glass shards
Fuse into sand
Still dripping through the veins
Looking for the bottom
Of the heart
Of glass hours
Sand to glass
With boredom and black
Clock implodes
Find the glass shards
Fuse into sand
Still dripping through the veins
Looking for the bottom
Of the heart
Of glass hours
Who to talk to?
How alone?
Change all around
All the years
The walls change
Boxing in conversation
See alone
In a room filled with phones
Quiet and waiting
For quiet
Coming from that corner
Played with before
Outlasted before
The walls change
Everything stays the same
How alone?
Change all around
All the years
The walls change
Boxing in conversation
See alone
In a room filled with phones
Quiet and waiting
For quiet
Coming from that corner
Played with before
Outlasted before
The walls change
Everything stays the same
April 13, 2025 at 6:25 PM
Who to talk to?
How alone?
Change all around
All the years
The walls change
Boxing in conversation
See alone
In a room filled with phones
Quiet and waiting
For quiet
Coming from that corner
Played with before
Outlasted before
The walls change
Everything stays the same
How alone?
Change all around
All the years
The walls change
Boxing in conversation
See alone
In a room filled with phones
Quiet and waiting
For quiet
Coming from that corner
Played with before
Outlasted before
The walls change
Everything stays the same
Perfection
Is a source of misery
Playing the odds
Hedging bets
Attached
Detach
To what is craved
Is a source of misery
Playing the odds
Hedging bets
Attached
Detach
To what is craved
March 26, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Perfection
Is a source of misery
Playing the odds
Hedging bets
Attached
Detach
To what is craved
Is a source of misery
Playing the odds
Hedging bets
Attached
Detach
To what is craved
Ideas
Are more important
Than truths
Truths keep you alive
Ideas give you a reason to live
Are more important
Than truths
Truths keep you alive
Ideas give you a reason to live
March 18, 2025 at 4:50 PM
Ideas
Are more important
Than truths
Truths keep you alive
Ideas give you a reason to live
Are more important
Than truths
Truths keep you alive
Ideas give you a reason to live