I don’t feel I belong a lot anymore either, please stay strong, if my friends hang in there I want to hang in there too 🫂

my doctor and i are like 90% certain i have CTE on top of everything at this point (the kind football players and wrestlers n such get from all the repeated blunt force trauma to the head) but that's something even high tech scans can't detect, you can only really Prove it upon death/autopsy

trying to hope it is just the natural productivity/skill development cycle and that all the brain damage i've suffered the past few years has not caught up and permanently diminished my art skill...

i am now lowkey obsessed with the phrase "doomed baby apparel"

adding fun new shirts to the doomed baby apparel collection