Does this one count? She's not trainable at this moment tho.

Not only I don't like where this is going, I feel like I'm way over my head with what I am about to do in this artpiece.
But alas, I have to finish what I started.

I post a little, then anxiously disappear for weeks.
I still draw, it's just I fully realize how much I lack knowledge. I somewhat intuitively understand proportions and perspective, and when drawing "looks good enough".
As for everything else: shadow, rendering, etc – I have no idea how and why.

Insomnia is a mind killer. I feel motivated, but my brain outright refuses to work at times.

It is definitely okay to spill contents of your fragile soul on the internet for everyone to see (I will regret it later).

I have no idea what am I doing, but I'm doing it.
Work in progress, USS Denver from Azur Lane