I remember why I stopped watching it for so long. So many traumatic scenes, especially when Sassy falls into the river. 💀

That must’ve been so scary! I’m glad you’re finally getting some relief. You’ve been working so hard lately, you deserve some real rest while you heal. Take care of yourself, okay? Love you friend! 💙

It's something I am soul searching & working with my therapist on. I want to know why I have such a strong reaction to friendly platonic cuddles/snugs. I want to know why I freak out. Anyways, I am done rambling. T_T

I see friends being all close & cuddly with each other. Having fun, taking close group pictures & being comfortable with each other. Sometimes I wish I could do that too. Must be nice getting cuddles & snuggles from friends. I feel for me there is some deep seeded trauma as to why I react this way.

When I tried snuggling with close friends, my anxiety spikes, I get uncomfortably hot & this fight or flight mode kicks in. It feels like I am in a box and the walls are closing in. I feel claustrophobic & have to get to a space where I can breathe again. Its sad though, I sometimes envy others,

And they always ask can we snuggle, can we cuddle & then comes the boundary of "I am happy with hugs, hugs are great but I don't like snuggling." & then its like they lose interest in being friends & get short & tight in conversation following after. I have tried snuggling with friends.. More 1/2

I was running out of letters! Weenies are special too!