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C Ward
@bl0omdolly.bsky.social
(they/them)
anarcho-syndicalist 🫶 #poet
#cptsd recovery #audhd
November 1, 2025 at 12:17 PM
lapcat 🎃
October 31, 2025 at 8:21 PM
Mia's head is the same size as my head
October 30, 2025 at 2:38 PM
well I'm not on EBT anymore but I just got this email.

#ebt #snap #medicaid #socialsecurity #trump #amerikkka
October 29, 2025 at 12:13 PM
October 28, 2025 at 4:21 PM
October 28, 2025 at 12:00 PM
morning baby
October 28, 2025 at 11:50 AM
this is the only thing I use chat GPT for.

#aspergers #asd #autismawareness #audhd
October 23, 2025 at 2:23 PM
oh, a child? it never ends. they tell you you're lying forever.

#autism #audhd #autismawareness
October 22, 2025 at 6:11 PM
I've been doing ketamine treatment for my CPTSD since March. I took two months off and I just started again. I've been taking a lot of really good notes for therapy sometimes. and making a lot of progress (I think).
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#autismawareness #audhd #ptsd #cptsd #ptsdawareness
October 22, 2025 at 12:14 PM
intricacies

"It's all in the way
each moment holds the dust.
in the embers
and the shadows:
the space in between."

C. Ward

#poem #poetry #existentialism #punkpoetry
October 22, 2025 at 9:31 AM
October 19, 2025 at 3:13 PM
clean on the inside

"You can smear me
on the outside
as you stain your own hands
and I
remain clean
on the inside."
-clw

C. Ward

#poem #poetry #punkpoetry
October 17, 2025 at 12:51 PM
October 15, 2025 at 2:09 PM
October 13, 2025 at 12:37 PM
the way they want to be

"and they are robots to me
without magick,
on ceremony
and I wonder
if this is the
way they
want to be."

C. Ward

#poem #poetry #punkpoetry
October 12, 2025 at 8:17 PM
well, the protective order expired and they're not doing shit and my roommate is fucking out of control again and he's being fucking insane right now and of course the police didn't help me and everything is fucking horrible again. Don't ask me questions no one did anyway so I'm sure you won't now.
October 9, 2025 at 11:50 AM
October 8, 2025 at 2:59 PM
October 3, 2025 at 8:23 AM
yeah. me, too. me, too, cats.
September 30, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Yosha thinks the tablet is his and also his favorite thing is to watch me color on this app.
September 23, 2025 at 9:34 PM
September 23, 2025 at 8:48 PM
a letter

"Haven't heard from you
in a while.
Hope you're doing
okay.
You've been extra quiet
these past few weeks."
(is something
I often say
to others--
that they never say to me.)
-clw

C. Ward

#poem #poetry
September 22, 2025 at 2:58 PM
September 19, 2025 at 5:59 PM
"the end of the rainbow"

Things don't really matter to me---
but your depth in
my depth scabbing over
both our gaping wounds
fuses us
feeding us strength, and I need
to know what is happening
happening
happening
happening.
"The Ravens are taking over the sky."
-clw

C. Ward
September 18, 2025 at 1:03 PM