mhm.. it went from ink game, bloxy bingo, then 3008 .. vrry funs..

yeah^_^ I was up and not busy when plenty started it so I decided to just join in ...

oooh.. OHHHHH I see I see.... yeah.... I can see how they would kinda look like ena..

overall 4/10 . not good combat wise but really pretty , good map , and more like a place to hang out

FAR - 2

Community 5/10 ? wasnt really much, as said I got body danced both times I had fought and got called crazy for hitting first? plus that time it was like a 3v1 sooo idk

I want people to be honest on how they feel about me .
if they hate me they should just say it to my face so I dont grow attached and it wont hurt more when they leave

it never felt like they actually loved me . And . uh.
theres just been lots of cases where I thought I was on good terms with someone just to find out they lowkey hated me and I swear it hurts so much more then just saying it to my face

my ex used to make it really clear when they would lie by putting , after sentances and it'd just make it really clear that they were unhappy about something I said instead of out right saying it and it actually just . really hurt me

I dont know why I even feel like everyone hates me- I guess its just kind of through past interactions

and my overreacting ass cant help that everyone thinks the worse of me even my own partner . and no ammount of reassurance is gonna make me feel any different, as much as I want to think differently I just. cant.

or that im being too little. no gray area.
I dont have that many interests and I feel like that makes me seem lame and. uughm
I feel like im always saying the wrong stuff

im so tired of almost everything man someone put me down 💔💔 its been . an off day I think . idk ive just been kinda . sad all day .
uughmmghhdhsh

- and actually try talking to me?? like he doesnt like being disturbed while watching tv so I couldnt talk to him anyway without him getting mad at me anyways so whats the fucking point!?!?

and then was justreally dry with me when saying goodnight and itjust makes me feel really bad but like. he also almost never makes an effort to talk with me so I dont even get why he's mad about it .
like if you're gonna get mad at me for not talking to you maybe dont sit and watch tv all evening-