almost killed myself trying to escape this "curse"a decade ago.

But I chose to look for answers.

It took me 10 years to piece it together.

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Being a wizard isn't (just) about casting spells.

It's really the path of knowledge - directly experiencing what, how, and why reality is.

The pain you're experiencing is trying to lead you to it.

And it'll only get worse until you do something about it.

You long for something you can't put into words.

And with each failed attempt to fill the hole in your chest, you lose hope.

"Maybe I'm just depressed?"

This longing is the memory of your true divine nature.

The pain will turn into bliss once you stop running from it.

You feel pulled to spirituality but keep getting disappointed.

Either it's productivity meditation or toxic kumbaya positivity.

The practices help but only scratch the surface.

You need deeper tech.

It's out there (but it took me years to find it).

Reality doesn't always feel as real.

Sometimes you look up at the clouds and wonder who they're trying to fool with this.

Most ignore it or wear a tin-foil hat.

Both are a mistake.

Leaning into it leads to seeing how you're creating reality for yourself.

Life doesn't feel random.

It's more like a series of meaningful (& painful) coincidences designed to lead you.

But it's too woo-woo for you so you ignore it.

This is prana/chi - the source code of reality.

With practice, you'll read it like Neo.

New connections leave you feeling lonelier than ever.

What excites others feels shallow to you.

And everyone else seems to connect just fine.

This painful loneliness is the first step in realizing unity.

The next is: yes, you're alone - but you're also everything.

Your ambition goes far beyond everyone else's.

Not money.

Not fame.

Something that would shift the fabric of reality forever.

You're seeing glimpses (~1%) of your divine potential.

You have no idea what you're capable of when you lean in.

Your experiences conflict with your understanding of the world.

And you're afraid you'll end up in the loony bin if you share too much.

Don't worry, you're not crazy.

Science only explains the physical plane.

What you feel goes way beyond.

It's not just people that are intense - it's everything.

Music, lights, touch... you FEEL it all.

It's like reality's volume is cranked to the max.

Society is created by/for people much number than you.

Increase your capacity by opening the heart and it'll stop bothering you.

Being around people is intense.

You think it's social anxiety, but you're not afraid of people.

Your whole system just gets flooded with noise and pressure.

You're not broken - you're an untrained empath.

With practice, reading minds will be a choice, not a curse.