I need to get my physical health better, I think that's why I've been more depressed oops

I'm tired of cool guy drugs but also I know I cannot exist on earth without them so down the hatch

'you can't become resistant to esketamine don't worry' okay but what if I'm the one special girl ever and it stops working entirely???? hmmm??? like I know it's working but I've been feeling more depressed recently so???? it worked better before. I think. I'm still getting better.

wear a fucking full mask so nobody can see my gay lil face