*was young
Brain not working very tired have to sleep but can’t

Everyday is a little easier. I just really want to start being creative again. It always helped me.

I am talented and worthy. I will be okay. I need to be okay. I want to create again so dearly. Thank you for sticking with me through this all. I’m lucky to be alive.

I week before she died I downed all of my blood pressure pills I was prescribed for preeclampsia. I spent another day in the hospital and went home. I’ve started to draw again. I’ve started to sit outside again. I have tried so hard to love my body again. I need to be whole for my baby. I will be.

I just wanna get back to making art. I need to feel like myself again.

dropped family for less