There are periods where this does become manageable for me I think bc I haven’t shared art for a long time I’m just feeling overwhelmed and flustered about it tonight haha

Its interesting how trauma presents in different ways like this. I’ve been conditioned to believe I’m awful and that mentality spills over into sharing my art. Because its something I_MYSELF made it’s inherently bad and I should be embarrassed, but I know if it was someone elses art I’d love it!!

I DON'T EVEN ISOLATE ON PURPOSE I just forgot to talk to people and then I'll get a call from my Mom worried bc I haven't spoken to her for ages

I would have gone alone if they were like a fiver each or something which you'd expect for a movie thats been out for a while now

period

Slime rancher has the other half of my heart I love that game with every fibre of my being and I’m just so excited to talk about it 😭😭😭😭😭😭🩷

I get sometimes ppl do just drift apart and thats totally okay and natural too, but I’m still gonna be a little sad baby about it haha

very optimistic of you… but I doubt that will happen 😔

also doodled this when they left bc distance sucks and it hurts every damn time the dreaded airport drop off arrives and I have to say goodbye to my lovely friends… 🥲 March can’t get here sooner !!!!!!!

loads of oc talk and good food (Captain Kirk and Hannibal, but the fish and chips were nice too!) it was perfect 🥺🥺🩷🩷

It just seems like so much stress and constantly trying to appeal to different demographics when all I wanna do is draw my oc’s for my own enjoyment…. I’m just not sure if I’d be able to handle the pressure of it

I cannot wait for this unbearable heat to be over for another year. What a fucking drag its been since April 😩