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Vtuber || AuDHD girlie || mermaid at heart with a goldfish brain || Model: saraemi || Rig: totochomp || business: bijoudemi@gmail.com || (she/her)
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hi there, i'm Bij!

♥ Certified yapaholic
♥ Variety streamer & Vtuber
♥ Real Housewives Aficionado
♥ Story-driven gamer
♥ A lot loud and a little silly

come hang out with me at ~ twitch.tv/bijoudemi ~
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May 3, 2025 at 12:06 AM
tried playing Marvel Rivals for the first time in months last night bc i miss playing shooters with my friends… but wow i am SO bad it’s embarrassing 😭
April 27, 2025 at 6:56 PM
im in the mood to play something scary but nothing i come up with seems right to scratch the itch. i wish i could erase Silent Hill 2 from my brain and play it again
April 26, 2025 at 10:14 PM
on one hand im looking forward to finishing my BG3 playthrough so I can play other games. But on the other hand BG3 is so unique and all-encompassing that any game I follow up with is gonna feel underwhelming/hollow 😫
April 26, 2025 at 7:05 PM
i was talking about a Baldur’s Gate battle??? tiktok is so lame ugh
April 14, 2025 at 7:34 PM
anyone out there play MLB the show? my Dad is trying to simulate a game in offline mode and no matter how many time he edits his roster, the CPU changes the lineup once he tries to start a game. He says its never done this before and I can't for the life of me find any info anywhere. PLEASE HELP 😭🙏
April 5, 2025 at 8:55 PM
just finished my first Davinci Resolve "class" and man is it a lot to absorb. but it feels so good to be learning again!! very excited to finally develop the tools to tackle the projects i want 💪
March 19, 2025 at 3:21 AM
my stomach was shockingly normal in Mexico but it’s getting its vengeance today 😭 i didn’t even eat anything weird, like ive had the exact same food today as yesterday. my body hates me man.
March 18, 2025 at 9:57 PM
im excited to get back to streaming tonight!! hopefully i can remember how to play BG3 after like 2 weeks away lmao
March 17, 2025 at 6:11 PM
man the PS5's UI is actual garbage. Trying to set my Dad up with his own profile on my PS5 so he can remote play the new MLB game (literally the ONLY game he plays) without buying a whole new system for it. And you can't even edit the home screen? Hide games?? Even make folders??? wtf is this
March 16, 2025 at 7:12 PM
i know it seems silly to say about a vacation (which was lovely btw) but it involved really pushing myself out of my comfort zone in ways i haven’t in years. and it feels… pivotal. like i broke down a big wall that had grown much taller than i’d realized.
March 15, 2025 at 9:36 PM
made it to Mexico :)
March 9, 2025 at 1:01 AM
no matter how comprehensive a list i write or how carefully i pack, i am forever plagued by the feeling that im forgetting something 😭
March 8, 2025 at 5:11 AM
when you fall asleep with cramps and wake up in the morning STILL having cramps 🫠
March 5, 2025 at 5:27 PM
i was very productive today and got a bunch of stuff done that was stressing me out 😎👉👉 and i am being rewarded for it by my uterus trying to turn itself into a pretzel 😭
March 5, 2025 at 3:07 AM
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I hard launched my consultation business today and it's nerve-wracking! I've already been doing some work since December but I never went fully public with it.

I announced it on LinkedIn and have an official business page for myself. Don't worry, I'm still working as a host/producer for hire!
March 5, 2025 at 2:42 AM
oh my god i forgot it was my twitch partner anniversary AGAIN. i do this EVERY year, i dont think ive ever actually celebrated it bc its march 1st and it just totally sneaks up on me every time. impromptu stream party tomorrow?
February 28, 2025 at 8:59 PM
woke up at 4am with some sort of food poisoning and now i feel like death warmed over 🫠
February 25, 2025 at 6:03 PM
fuck i forgot how easy it is to DO things when my adhd is medicated. what the fuck.
February 22, 2025 at 8:55 PM
okay. day two of starting back on adderall. i took it much earlier and i am absolutely NOT drinking any coffee (even though i really want it 😭). hopefully i don’t spend 7 hours feeling cracked out like yesterday 🤞🏻
February 22, 2025 at 7:20 PM
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Tip-A-Thon SCHEDULE TONIGHT:

1st. Yapping
2nd. (2) games of Pokémon Unite
3rd. (2) games of Marvel Rivals
4th. Opening (1) pack of Pokémon cards
5th. SIGNALIS, cont'd!

Come through \o/
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February 22, 2025 at 2:36 AM
realizing ive never taken adderall without my antidepressant... and i drank coffee today before i knew my RX was filled....
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February 21, 2025 at 11:34 PM
just took my first adderall dose in years and im feeling hopeful :) ive been kinda struggling and stagnant for a while so it feels good to take concrete steps towards being better
February 21, 2025 at 7:56 PM
its been a really terrible week without access to my meds so i am being irresponsible and buying myself a dopamine boost

majima will fix me
February 21, 2025 at 12:56 AM
Booker slammed his favorite bottle cap into a gap between the baseboard and the floor and now it’s completely jammed in there, beyond retrieval. and he won’t. stop. screaming for it. just relentless wailing. you would think that he’s dying. and im fucking LOSING IT
February 18, 2025 at 9:24 PM