Autism.

—for being different from them. The only people who only show me some sort of are random women who I hook up with. And that’s only because I don’t speak when I fuck them. They have zero interest with me as a person besides kinks. I don’t know how the fucking I’m going to do this—

—that they too are done with my antics. I’m disgusted with myself and with how I feel as a human being. The fact that I share genetics with my god awful family by itself is a good reason for me to go away. They also made it clear that I’m a failure and a fuck up. Even people Discord make fun of me—

—I really do, but it’s not worth it. It hasn’t been worth it. I’ve held out long enough and survived enough attempts to tell you that it isn’t worth it. I’m just an autistic loser with no education and skills that employers choose not to see. I’m fucking done. Everyone around me has made it clear—

—with random woman and trans women who share all of my kinks. I still feel like dog shit afterwards. I hate my job, I hate where I live, I hate everyone around me and I have zero will to continue. Everyone sees me as the boy who cried wolf. I’m fucking done with that! I want to live—

—Medication and TMS. This has improved things just a touch in the surface. It has made socialization more tolerable, but it will never change how I really feel deep down inside. No matter how hard I try in life. It is never enough. No matter how much I masturbate, no matter how much sex I have—

My friends have made it clear that I am an annoyance and that I have lost their respect. I also have lost the respect of my ex who was my closest ally. I feel like a huge burden to her and it’s taking it’s toll on her. I’ve done everything I can to get the emotional help that I need through—

I think you are right. I also HAVE THAT FUCKING DOG IN ME!!! I wanna do parkour now from being so fucking pumped right now.

Maybe when they see a small white Honda on the highway doing the speed limit. They probably think “stupid liberal is being a liberal on the road” and they gotta show me what for. I’m not even a liberal. I’m just poor and I drive a modern sporty econobox. Maybe they think my car is electric lol.

I wish this shit was enforced by cops. I don’t mind big lifted and modded redneck trucks. If that makes you happy then good for you. Not when you go around and pollute the environment for no fucking reason.

Mind you, I’m going the speed limit. I’ll then get some inbred fuck monkey with a big diesel who dumps a massive black cloud of unburned diesel fuel in front of me. This stupid shit coats my white paint and air filter in this black grease. I can’t imagine what this is doing to the environment.

Sorry excuse for a so called reputable product reviewing company. I hope you guys fail.

Chris Chan esqueue art style.

It was like watching a nuclear blast from a distance.

So am I. I’m really sad that they got rid of the blue birdie :(