tried to get back to it last month but kinda saw another dip in my overall sanity. Sorry to update like this, and not directly, if it were anything short of: psychotic episode mid christofascist takeover while I’m trans in an ultra-red state I would handle this better. Gotta get sane and safe first!

I’m gonna work on individual replies as needed, but I thought I should make everyone aware of my situation in some capacity.
Thanks for the understanding in advance, hope to stay on the mend and get back to normal asap 😔

Step at a time. I’m trying to work through my to do list best I can. I don’t want to blow the progress I’ve made but I don’t intend to extend the wait much longer. I don’t like to feel behind or that I’m letting people down, and a stable income would help me overall.

Wasn’t useful, in the moment or long term. I had to make the decision to limit my stress as much as I was able while seeking what little care is available in my state for someone of my economic position (dirt broke lol)
I do feel more capable now, but I’m basically reduced to taking everything one-

There’s a lot outside my control that limits the actions I can take to ensure an improvement to my own health, but I am doing my best. I am sorry there’s been a delay and lapse in communication but I have to live long enough to ask for forgiveness, you know? So navigating this takes priority.

I have made at least some progress on every commission, enough so on most that I should have them all done very quickly once I start up again. I intend to do this tonight but wanted to say something on here about it. Sorry to anyone who’s been waiting, this was unexpected.