You can find it on YouTube.. it's a fun time lol

Cause they didn't ever pay it at the mall... before the mall died..I worked Christmas retail and it was a relief.

Dominic the donkey is my favorite Christmas song

So many other things but I want to be closer to her. I want to talk to her every day. I want to girl talk. I want her to talk to me...and cause she barely does. I don't think I'm important in her life so I just go away...and when I get the nerve..she never has time for me..

Mood: crestfallen

She planned a party (weeks in advance). FB tells you way ahead when someone close to you is having a birthday. But I've been in her life since at least 2010. she planned a party not for me on my birthday. so I made solo plans cause no one else planned anything for me. They got ruined.

And like she even ditched a weekly scheduled coffee hangout that she suggested...for a guy.

#criticalrollcampaign4