Anyway I think exploring this is overdue. I can't spend what little life i have left simultaneously resenting the world and myself for the fact that I'm not in the group chats or at the dinner parties of my community. This year my sankalpa is i am an easy friend

just getting older i don't keep exclusive company with freaks anymore, my small social circle is pretty normie these days and maybe am I just trying to protect some sense of identity? Am i just scared to admit to myself that maybe I'm pretty normie too? That i always have been?

avoid the difficult and messy work of making connections and nurturing community, a way to ditch society before they can do the hurt of ditching me? And is it even still actually true or was it ever? Am i difficult to get along with by nature or is it itself a coping mechanism? Sobriety and yoga and

virtues vs as permission to indulge in my vices. How often is it me saying it to remind myself its not worth my sense of self to compromise for the sake of getting along with people i have no interest in developing any sort of meaningful relationship with? And how often is it simply an excuse to

Do bat diddily dip dip dip

Will i think could be fixed by reeducation. Matty and ezra vox, the free press sickos, the lying new yorKK Krime$, etc? Probably need the wall

I still can't completely support it but I know if i was in his shoes id be tempted to do much worse to them

I forgot but I described it in the reply

Yeah on Friday, 7 day suspension. Figured i should get a head start on the alt now

Man i probably would just delete the post if I was getting a lot of pushback but melting down and posting through it is definitely An Option

I really only knew about her being Hot and French

Do not click on this image its a penis that's the joke

Why are you talking so obliquely? Quotes and references are pointless if they don't convey meaning on their own. My quote from marx needs no context, your bit about sparrows is meaningless without context. That's what i mean by "i don't know what point you're trying to make" im being literal here

Acab is a slogan that points out that you cannot be an agent of an evil system and still be good. It does not imply that there is no way to ethically serve a righteous system. The system is why the cop is a bastard, the system isn't evil because it has cops