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Matty Matt
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Lip gloss and quiet riots
I haven't talked to my mother in 4-5 years I think. She was self-abusive and blamed it on everyone else.

Well she's back. No one else to turn to so she wants to be nice to me suddenly. But it's gossip, and she'll make sure it hurts me at some point.

Fuckkkk!!! I almost believed her
November 27, 2025 at 5:04 AM
My mom has been so nice lately, which I loved for a minute but I have to protect myself. She wants out of the home she's in so will say anything. Omg it's so easy to slip into believing she suddenly cares!
November 27, 2025 at 3:04 AM
Everytime I see incompetence it pisses me off that they have a job and I don't.
November 13, 2025 at 8:15 PM
I forgot to post the other day, but while I was dressed for an interview I got a pic hehe
November 12, 2025 at 4:07 PM
If a guy wants to kiss (or anything more) he must have fresh breath. Not just "not bad," but fresh.
November 10, 2025 at 10:45 PM
Job interview this afternoon. The world rewarded me with an unrelated panic attack!
November 10, 2025 at 5:57 PM
This was my Halloween at the Aquarium!
November 4, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Yay Halloween!
October 25, 2025 at 12:49 AM
Well that was a jump scare! A video showing how to make drawer-pulls out of a butt plug mold, followed by this pic
October 20, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Not sure this meant to be public-facing, it surprised me!

If wondering, they are doing brick work so there is a scaffolding behind this and a swing-stage. Someone did fall at another building a few years back, so it's good they are serious about it.
October 10, 2025 at 6:29 PM
World Mental Health Day. This world made me mentally ill!

It has to get better.
October 10, 2025 at 12:31 PM
It's fat bear week and I have to take my own pictures?
October 1, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Is selling feet pics still a thing? I just painted my toes! Hehe
September 29, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Must make this the week to end this slump!! Argh!
September 29, 2025 at 7:15 PM
Dental plan!
September 25, 2025 at 10:18 PM
It's a new week. I'm determined to make it better than last!
September 22, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I want someone to snuggle with.
September 21, 2025 at 5:14 AM
It's been a crappy few weeks emotionally, but time to end that!
September 15, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Sunday has become my old man day. I fill my pill organizer for the week, take an injection, have a tea.
September 14, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Though the medication is killing my stomach today, my kidneys are on track for full recovery & I even lost a bit of weight.
September 12, 2025 at 6:49 PM
A lovely day! Went to TIFF, saw Vince Vaughan on the street, got to see the film Hamnet with Paul Mescal!
September 12, 2025 at 2:56 AM
Trying for a better day
September 11, 2025 at 3:07 PM
It makes me so angry when people tell me "I'm sorry I hurt you." I thinking just at the point I'm fine with cutting people out of my life. When people say that, they are really just sorry that they don't get a chance to do it again.
September 7, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I saw lots of butterflies the other day. This one briefly posed for me before taking flight.
September 3, 2025 at 2:44 AM
A recruiter emailed me with a really good job and I had the initial interview today! It went well, and hoping to hear more next week.
August 27, 2025 at 1:03 AM