I spent an hour writing that. What is wrong with me?

HEAR LIMP BIZKIT and EVENESCEEEEEENCE!
AND IN THE ENNNND! NU METAL TURNED ME TRANS AND
I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT THAT IMPLIIIIIIES
THAT IN THE ENNNND! NU METAL TURNED ME TRANSFEEEEEEEEEEEM!!

SO UNREAL
"Couldn't change", I was told!
Watch that all go right out the window!
Tryin' to force it, but didn't even know
I'd feel a lot better if I LET IT GO!
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, I'm not a man now!
What I'm meant to be would eventually be clear to me every time I-

BTW, you may have seen a few drawings of this girl I made. Well, she's me and she's what eventually led me to realizing I actually wanted to be a woman.

Not on HRT at the moment, of course, due to personal circumstances, but someday soon...

Looking good, guys

My mom has the same birthdate, including year, as Ryu