I'm not deleting my accounts, but I won't be very active for the foreseeable future. I would encourage any of you who are interested in a more intimate connection with the cuddly, intelligent, emotionally literate, rational, philosophical teddy bear "me" to reach out.

I have felt wanted, sexy, handsome and desired through your attention. But this has only been one part of myself, and after 15 years, I want to explore different parts. I need to feel desired for the other aspects of who I am. Somehow that feels incompatible with this persona.

You all turned a fat, insecure, chubby kid into a confident, kinky, dominant Daddy. I wouldn't be who I am today without you. I've loved sexting with you, making you cum, helping some of you become confident in your bodies, and even turning some of you on to gay sex and fat dads