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@bigangelhalo.bsky.social
Lucyfer's alt account
THERE WILL BE NEGATIVITY AND PERSONAL RANTS HERE. DO NOT FOLLOW IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE THESE.
I regularly delete old posts
THERE WILL BE NEGATIVITY AND PERSONAL RANTS HERE. DO NOT FOLLOW IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE THESE.
I regularly delete old posts
what the fuck are my neighbors doing that they need to on and off be drilling for 2 hours on 2 random days every week
December 17, 2025 at 5:34 PM
what the fuck are my neighbors doing that they need to on and off be drilling for 2 hours on 2 random days every week
i want a nice perfume...
December 16, 2025 at 1:14 PM
i want a nice perfume...
everything at work keeps being a disorganized mess and it's fucking me up so bad
December 8, 2025 at 11:11 AM
everything at work keeps being a disorganized mess and it's fucking me up so bad
maybe i should get some sleep so I'm not as emotional tomorrow
December 4, 2025 at 12:37 AM
maybe i should get some sleep so I'm not as emotional tomorrow
feeling kinda sad... lots of people leaving my life without any new friends to replace them
December 4, 2025 at 12:26 AM
feeling kinda sad... lots of people leaving my life without any new friends to replace them
hhhhhh work keeps being super overstimulating recently and i dont know why
December 3, 2025 at 11:00 AM
hhhhhh work keeps being super overstimulating recently and i dont know why
my joints have been hurting a lot lately :( it might be the weather but i don't think it's just that
December 2, 2025 at 5:30 PM
my joints have been hurting a lot lately :( it might be the weather but i don't think it's just that
i hateeee when my special needs conflict with someone elses wahhhhh
November 24, 2025 at 9:16 AM
i hateeee when my special needs conflict with someone elses wahhhhh
i need to do some serious digging into my own brain and figure out some trauma related stuff but it feels like trying to dig into a rock with a plastic spoon
November 24, 2025 at 12:28 AM
i need to do some serious digging into my own brain and figure out some trauma related stuff but it feels like trying to dig into a rock with a plastic spoon
im finally starting to feel safe in my home which is scary because if anything then breaks that illusion of safety it'll feel 10x scarier
November 23, 2025 at 1:35 AM
im finally starting to feel safe in my home which is scary because if anything then breaks that illusion of safety it'll feel 10x scarier
work was horribly chaotic and i ended up shutting down. awesome
November 17, 2025 at 11:02 AM
work was horribly chaotic and i ended up shutting down. awesome
every time im reminded this account exists i get the urge to delete it but then i think about it and realize i do need this space
November 15, 2025 at 3:36 PM
every time im reminded this account exists i get the urge to delete it but then i think about it and realize i do need this space
i hope work is less busy im still in pain from yesterday
October 16, 2025 at 7:04 AM
i hope work is less busy im still in pain from yesterday
making a list of people you hold a grudge against and calling it a list of abusers is top 10 funniest and top 10 saddest things of all time simultaneously
October 7, 2025 at 12:47 AM
making a list of people you hold a grudge against and calling it a list of abusers is top 10 funniest and top 10 saddest things of all time simultaneously
everything has been so much lately. i cant wait to finally be done with this and be able to relax for a while
September 11, 2025 at 11:53 AM
everything has been so much lately. i cant wait to finally be done with this and be able to relax for a while
5 days until i get the keys aaaaa
August 27, 2025 at 2:55 PM
5 days until i get the keys aaaaa
fucking hate how hypervigilant i am at night it keeps me up so bad
August 27, 2025 at 1:33 AM
fucking hate how hypervigilant i am at night it keeps me up so bad
financial responsibility is hard </3
August 24, 2025 at 1:35 AM
financial responsibility is hard </3
3 weeks left of this accursed apartment
August 14, 2025 at 11:45 PM
3 weeks left of this accursed apartment
eugh brain is full of gunk again
July 27, 2025 at 5:56 PM
eugh brain is full of gunk again
i hope i get to rest up tomorrow 😪
July 26, 2025 at 12:08 PM
i hope i get to rest up tomorrow 😪
god im so excited to move. wish i didn't have to wait another month
July 22, 2025 at 7:59 PM
god im so excited to move. wish i didn't have to wait another month
it's like im doing perfectly coherent things that i doubt i could do if i was really dissociating but. im just not present mentally man
July 21, 2025 at 12:14 AM
it's like im doing perfectly coherent things that i doubt i could do if i was really dissociating but. im just not present mentally man
i should get a haircut soon....
July 19, 2025 at 1:44 PM
i should get a haircut soon....