brb while I fight my demons …..

Said demons: the urge to post the first chapter of novel length slow burn toxic frerard frank-centric angst fics at 1 AM

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Very important question for this evening…. Is 27k words too long for a one shot ??? LOLOL

I’m thinking this may need to be chaptered…

my grandmother gave me her card to go to build-a-bear…. Life is so good

anytime I get a rude guest comment on ao3 my eyes roll into the back of my fucking head LOL

Thinking about Geoff and Anthony both posting geoffthony on main this morning and how my delusions are being well fed this morning LOLOLOL

At least once a day since Spotify wrapped dropped I think about how absurd my top genres were…. Like this shit is fucking hilarious and I need someone else to appreciate it cause it’s camp ….

my mind is literally about to detach from my body …??? Does that makes sense LOLOL

i want to be parasocial with musician’s cats

one more fuck ass day till 2 weeks paid winter break … and I’m remote 😏😏😏 and I have almost finished smut that I can edit when I finish work emails 😏😏😏

i am having literally the most shit night ever which means it’s time to (fictionally) torture band men

someone from dunes posted something geotagged to somewhere I go like ALL the time … and my brain kinda short circuited for a minute there cause what do you mean these are normal people that hang out in normal places I frequent?? This should be illegal LOL

picture this: me … but I’m editing fanfic instead of sitting at work….. gotta finish this shit real quick so I can be ✨editing fanficiton at work✨

i suck at social media…. and human interaction… but I love vaguely talking into the void… sooo the vibes are clearly here :)