nitsu
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nitsu
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Anyway, I’ve been job hunting these days and it made me realise I really don’t want to stay in recruitment 🫩 I can feel my anxiety skyrocketing when I put on my sales mask and everyone just says “you’re senior and have experience” Bruh… I’m just good at bullshitting
December 4, 2025 at 4:06 PM
I’ve downloaden appblock and it actually works pretty well. I kept adding apps and sites to it so I won’t doomscroll or shop at 2am 🫣

I also blocked my work related apps in the after hours and set timers for socials. Can’t believe I had to resort to this 😤
December 4, 2025 at 9:19 AM
I’ve just received carmico’s cardigan, I’m disappointed the say the quality isn’t good perhaps it was jist this batch, but it was 150 eur incl tax lol 😔 I was hopeful because everyone was hyping it.
December 1, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I went to the office today and am still recovering from the stress. Unsurprisingly, the people, my boss, the changes that have occured, all have so much negative impact on me. It felt like dealing with a creeping panic attack the entire time 🫠
November 15, 2025 at 12:46 AM
A while back one of my friends cuddled mischa while wearing a lot of parfum. The scent hasnt fade even after two weeks. I hate it sm but I also dont want to bathe her unnecessarily
November 14, 2025 at 5:21 PM
I’ve finished reading Captive Prince and while it wasn’t a bad read I must say I’m somewhat disappointed? I can’t explain but with all the hype it had I expected more of it… Everything was resolved quite easily without much disturbance 🫠
November 13, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Reading mdzs fics be like “but Lan Zhan likes mianmian” Yeetig myself off a cliff. I completely forgot this was a thing 🥹
November 4, 2025 at 10:57 PM
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October 30, 2025 at 3:30 PM
I’ve messed up. I can’t post the horny from manwhas to ig because my rls are there. And I cant post it here because it’s not locked
October 31, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Anyway, I can bypass the app blocks, absolutely worthless lol
October 31, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I went back to reading wangxian fics. I’ve missed them so much 🥹
October 31, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I made myself block all socials between 11pm and 7am 🫡 praying this will help a bit
October 28, 2025 at 11:55 PM
I’m not much of a writer. In fact, I can’t even remember the last time I’ve finished writing a fanfic. But now and then I check what I have written in the past and and ask myself “this is so good where’s the rest of it” 😂
October 28, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Sleep is hard to find these days, so I just spent my nights reading instead. Occasionally I feel tired and then miss the moment to fall asleep because the book was too interesting to put down at the time 🫠
October 26, 2025 at 3:05 AM
Sometimes I think about how great Tumblr was back in the days. How you could customize your own profile. How you could tag your posts and browse through those easily on the server. How you could post entire pages full of writings. Have an archive with all your reposts. It was so cool
October 24, 2025 at 12:57 AM
In the end I don’t think contemporary books are for me. I always find them immensely boring to read
October 20, 2025 at 2:31 PM
The worst thing about bksy is that there is no wat to turn your profile to private
October 18, 2025 at 1:41 AM
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October 17, 2025 at 11:01 AM
I’ve been reading The Last Kiss by Sally Malcolm. It’s written so well. The romance, the pain, the suffering. This book makes my heart ache so bad and brings tears to my eyes I can’t
October 17, 2025 at 1:10 AM
I’ve realised my favourite romance troupe is “them” vs “the world”, which is also my take on relationships. If it’s not you and your SO against the world then it’s not worth it. Why would you date someone who stands on the opposite side instead of next to you!!
October 17, 2025 at 12:16 AM
I’m on a drill reading mm romance books and all of it read like the fanfics I’d read at 4am. The pining is so good 😩👌
October 14, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Once in a while you read a book so bad you wonder why you’ve finished it 🥹
October 12, 2025 at 12:56 AM
The worst thing about ig is that when you share a link it also sends your profile 😑 and sometimes I forget to change the url. I use the same ID for all my BL related stuff I’m just praying no one decided to google me
July 30, 2025 at 10:39 PM
IVE FORGOT MY APPLE PIE IN TGE OVEN BC I WAS DOOMSCROLLING IG WHILE WAITING FOR IT TO FINISH AND FORGOT 💀💀💀
July 20, 2025 at 2:58 PM
Every night I can’t fall asleep, then get hungry between 2-4am and suffer during the day 🫩
July 16, 2025 at 11:42 PM