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7. Move the two halves further apart and remove the beloved object
8. Repeat step 4, now the focal point has been inverted and the ego-generating energy flows instead around the world from west to east by encircling the planet. The practitioner now sits in a space of emptiness
8. Repeat step 4, now the focal point has been inverted and the ego-generating energy flows instead around the world from west to east by encircling the planet. The practitioner now sits in a space of emptiness
October 24, 2025 at 1:54 PM
7. Move the two halves further apart and remove the beloved object
8. Repeat step 4, now the focal point has been inverted and the ego-generating energy flows instead around the world from west to east by encircling the planet. The practitioner now sits in a space of emptiness
8. Repeat step 4, now the focal point has been inverted and the ego-generating energy flows instead around the world from west to east by encircling the planet. The practitioner now sits in a space of emptiness
5. The torn halves of the card are switched places
6. Repeat step 4, with greater focus on potential cessation / loss of the beloved object as a source of suffering as the cycle is disrupted by removing its focal point
6. Repeat step 4, with greater focus on potential cessation / loss of the beloved object as a source of suffering as the cycle is disrupted by removing its focal point
October 24, 2025 at 1:54 PM
5. The torn halves of the card are switched places
6. Repeat step 4, with greater focus on potential cessation / loss of the beloved object as a source of suffering as the cycle is disrupted by removing its focal point
6. Repeat step 4, with greater focus on potential cessation / loss of the beloved object as a source of suffering as the cycle is disrupted by removing its focal point
3. The card bearing the ∞ symbol is torn in half vertically and the two halves placed on either side of the object
4. Repeat step 2 and visualize a tightening, accelerating energy binding the two halves, with the object as a focal point
4. Repeat step 2 and visualize a tightening, accelerating energy binding the two halves, with the object as a focal point
October 24, 2025 at 1:54 PM
3. The card bearing the ∞ symbol is torn in half vertically and the two halves placed on either side of the object
4. Repeat step 2 and visualize a tightening, accelerating energy binding the two halves, with the object as a focal point
4. Repeat step 2 and visualize a tightening, accelerating energy binding the two halves, with the object as a focal point
Stumbled upon a technique to relatively quickly induce a state of moderately blissful non-self:
1. A small object/representation of great personal significance is placed before a card bearing the infinity symbol ∞
2. Meditation upon the rapid cycle of ego-generation partly mediated by this object
1. A small object/representation of great personal significance is placed before a card bearing the infinity symbol ∞
2. Meditation upon the rapid cycle of ego-generation partly mediated by this object
October 24, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Stumbled upon a technique to relatively quickly induce a state of moderately blissful non-self:
1. A small object/representation of great personal significance is placed before a card bearing the infinity symbol ∞
2. Meditation upon the rapid cycle of ego-generation partly mediated by this object
1. A small object/representation of great personal significance is placed before a card bearing the infinity symbol ∞
2. Meditation upon the rapid cycle of ego-generation partly mediated by this object
very effective protest chic all-weather base layer for my fellow reconizably-tattooed comrades
September 19, 2025 at 3:06 PM
very effective protest chic all-weather base layer for my fellow reconizably-tattooed comrades
found this on my hard drive from 2022. heady times
September 19, 2025 at 2:49 AM
found this on my hard drive from 2022. heady times
i've had the first line of this poem rattling in my head for the better part of a year; finally sat down and worked out what it was trying to say. a bit like deriving the answer to a math question
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September 17, 2025 at 3:00 PM
i've had the first line of this poem rattling in my head for the better part of a year; finally sat down and worked out what it was trying to say. a bit like deriving the answer to a math question
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I find this very comforting for some reason
August 11, 2025 at 2:12 AM
I find this very comforting for some reason
A gift for the skyline today: manifesting
July 25, 2025 at 3:05 PM
A gift for the skyline today: manifesting
Wait i totally forgot i tried to do a thing with this a few years ago 🎣
June 26, 2025 at 10:52 PM
Wait i totally forgot i tried to do a thing with this a few years ago 🎣
just wait til he gets a load of this
June 26, 2025 at 9:25 PM
just wait til he gets a load of this
and then there will come soft rain
June 14, 2025 at 12:34 AM
and then there will come soft rain
I was tickled last year to find that phallogocentrism is literally an empirical phenomenon—Deconstruction i think is partly about excavating this
June 12, 2025 at 7:01 PM
I was tickled last year to find that phallogocentrism is literally an empirical phenomenon—Deconstruction i think is partly about excavating this
In other news, I finally got my frayed tangle of a brain to let me do some meal prep for the first time in weeks, shocking everyone
June 6, 2025 at 6:39 PM
In other news, I finally got my frayed tangle of a brain to let me do some meal prep for the first time in weeks, shocking everyone
Another one I’ve been coming back to a lot lately. Jackie wang was a turning point for me and it goes harder than ever today
June 2, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Another one I’ve been coming back to a lot lately. Jackie wang was a turning point for me and it goes harder than ever today
Damn i did not know that flannery o'connor wrote a short story featuring a Circus Freak of Ambiguous Sex
!["There are some things," Susan said, "that a child of your age doesn't know," and they both began to giggle.
"Go back to your own bed," Joanne said.
The child didn't move. "One time," she said, her voice hollow-sounding in the dark, "I saw this rabbit have rabbits."
There was a silence. Then Susan said, "How?" in an indifferent tone and she knew that she had them. She said she wouldn't tell until they told about the you-know-what. Actually she had never seen a rabbit have rabbits but she forgot this as they began to tell what they had seen in the tent.
It had been a freak with a particular name but they couldn't remember the name. The tent where it was had been divided into two parts by a black curtain, one side for men and one for women. The freak went from one side to the other, talking first to the men and then to the women, but everyone could hear. The stage ran all the way across the front. The girls heard the freak say to the men, "I'm going to show you this and if you laugh, God may strike you the same way." The freak had a country voice, slow and nasal and neither high nor low, just flat. "God made me thisaway and if you laugh He may strike you the same way. This is the way He wanted me to be and I ain't disputing His way. I'm showing you because I got to make the best of it. I expect you to act like ladies and gentlemen. I never done it to myself nor had a thing to do with it but I'm making the best of it. I don't dispute hit." Then there was a long silence on the other side of the tent and finally the freak left the men and came over onto the women's side and said the same thing
The child felt every muscle strained as if she were hearing the answer to a riddle that was more puzzling than the riddle itself. "You mean it had two heads?" she said.
"No," Susan said, "it was a man and woman both. It pulled up its dress and showed us. It had on a blue dress."
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May 6, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Damn i did not know that flannery o'connor wrote a short story featuring a Circus Freak of Ambiguous Sex
oh wait i see it now
yes this i have on my wall (quote from UKLG/ left hand of darkness)
yes this i have on my wall (quote from UKLG/ left hand of darkness)
April 30, 2025 at 3:21 PM
oh wait i see it now
yes this i have on my wall (quote from UKLG/ left hand of darkness)
yes this i have on my wall (quote from UKLG/ left hand of darkness)