serious, not sexie, post:

now that i'm in the final stretch of therapy, the final boss to tackle is a behavior associated with something i can't actually remove from my brain: adhd + body focused repetitive behavior.

it sounds like a science-y term for masturbation lol. but it's sadly not so nice

Sure, I'm attempting something playful, but this is also me documenting a part of my body I've been uncomfortable with because I thought it was "too fat" or "too saggy." An ass is an ass, and what's mine is mine.

Body focused repetitive behavior, aka chewing the shit out if my fingers until they bleed or get down to the raw pink layer beneath, is something I've done for years. Never consciously, and sometimes I don't even notice until I have a bit of skin in my teeth and taste blood.

Inaugural selfie of yours truly.